Day 5
No porn or cam girls, no jerking off
Hopeful again, less hard on myself if relapsed. Trying to run less with autopilot in relation pmo.
In addition I realized I'm really scared of relapsing. Which makes it most likely to happen
Moving forward with hope
Hey Phineas, sorry for the late reply! I realize that I avoid questions.
I think almost 70% of the thinking is natural masculine sex-drive. Either way I want to gain control of this.
Thanks for the reply
Day 2 no porn or CAM girls
Day 2 no jerking off
More than 85% of my thoughts in a day are about women and sex, it has to change. Want to get into a habit of thinking and taking more action in reaching my goals.
If I can take it down to 20% or less it will be ideal.
Moving forward with hope!!
BS
Day 0 no jerking off
Day 0 no CAM girls
Day 17 no sex with girlfriend, she went to work abroad!
It's been a hard couple of weeks since my girlfriend left the country, I miss her.
Planning to get my control back. I came up with the plan of not blowing a load during the week, if there's a slip...