Recent content by Zakes

Man, congrats on being so far along on your journey. I really agree with what you saying, at the end of the day I always felt like porn was there for me. When I was bored, angry or feeling miserable, I'd even use it as a tool to help me sleep. I'll admit it does feel like I'm giving up on...

Yeah, bro. Thanks for the support, it will take time to see who I really am. I've been doing this for years and I feel finally ready to let it go. I would agree though, that at this point I'm not ready to date anyone.

[Day 1] [Trigger Warning] It's interesting that every time I get back on here I'm a little older but the issues still persist. I'm physically fit good looking and I haven't had a proper girlfriend in god knows how long. To be honest how could I have a girlfriend when all my efforts have been...

[Day 1] It's hard to believe I joined the site 4 years ago. I still have the same issues I had 4 years ago. I can only imagine what it should have been like had I stuck with it. I'm  not going to complain or act all somber. My life is going downhill, and it's my fault. I smoke too much...

I'm currently getting started with no fap again, I haven't pmo'd in 6 days, today will be my seventh, although I did cum, on a shemale's chest 4 days ago. I dont think that counts as pmo because that was a real person. I currently want to reach a goal of 90 days, which is much longer than my...

Yesterday I had a wank like 4 times, and as a result I didn't even accomplish anything, yesterday. I after cleaned up my life energy from the floor for the fourth time in one day, I felt  upset and disgusted with myself. I felt like this was all my life had become, I felt like although I desire...