WizardOfKozz
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Hey Y'all
So it has been a few weeks since my partner found out about the extent of my porn addiction. Obviously, she was furious. As a result, she wanted me to move out of our apartment. Since this process I have tried to make some major strides in my recovery. I have started therapy (only 2 sessions in), gone to some SAA meetings and making some acountability partners, and started journaling. Looking back at my journal entries, I have not watched porn since 5/26. (Today is 6/6 for a frame of reference). My period of time since I last masturbated was sooner (last masturbated 5/31), but I have not since then,. Through the beginning of this process, my partner vwas nothing but angry with me. And i understand that. But something change this past week. She told me that "I know this will be hard, but I know you can do it, and I l love you". You have no idea how much hearing those words meant to me. I know the road ahead is not easy, and there is still damaged trust between me and my partner, but knowing that she believes in me is going to make this process so much easier. Just wanted to share. Thanks for reading!!!
So it has been a few weeks since my partner found out about the extent of my porn addiction. Obviously, she was furious. As a result, she wanted me to move out of our apartment. Since this process I have tried to make some major strides in my recovery. I have started therapy (only 2 sessions in), gone to some SAA meetings and making some acountability partners, and started journaling. Looking back at my journal entries, I have not watched porn since 5/26. (Today is 6/6 for a frame of reference). My period of time since I last masturbated was sooner (last masturbated 5/31), but I have not since then,. Through the beginning of this process, my partner vwas nothing but angry with me. And i understand that. But something change this past week. She told me that "I know this will be hard, but I know you can do it, and I l love you". You have no idea how much hearing those words meant to me. I know the road ahead is not easy, and there is still damaged trust between me and my partner, but knowing that she believes in me is going to make this process so much easier. Just wanted to share. Thanks for reading!!!