💪 Just do it!) #nofap

Crysler

Crysler

Member
Day 17, today I've faced what they call a Chaser Effect.
I was so close to relapse, even watched P-content on purpose :mad:
But I've stopped myself, cuz I don't wanna loose my 16 days streak 🦾

And I didn't want to go here and report my failure ... no way!
This means only one thing - journal does help.
 
Last edited:
Crysler

Crysler

Member
Days 18-20, it was hard a time.
Honestly, I've watched P-content again on purpose.
But I did not relapsed, although it was a challenge.

Tomorrow I will try not to view P-content ever again.
Damn chaser effect ...
That's the price for having orgasm, even with a girl.

In short, - staying strong 💪
But it's hard.
 
Crysler

Crysler

Member
Days 21-23, it was a challenging week.
But last 2 days I've stopped watching any P-content, even not a sneak peak.
Chaser effect left me, at last.

But I can feel negative effect after watching P-content in that days :confused:
I fkn regret I was doing this 😔
Not the best thoughts haunts me, I thought I will relapse.

Staying strong, as much as I can ... 💪
 
Crysler

Crysler

Member
Day 24, I've added walnut, honey, onion and 2 eggs in my everyday nutrition plan.
And man, I fkn can feel how my body is filled with testosterone.
Still no P-content, but my brain and my body begs for it.

Staying strong 💪
 
Crysler

Crysler

Member
Day 25, I've relapsed O_O
I think so, cuz I've done it with a girl via Skype call and we both saw each other.
Not by watching P-content on websites.

Dunno if this can be classified as a "relapse" 🤔
 
Crysler

Crysler

Member
Rchie99 said:
There are some brain science factors that are involved with determining whether or not something counts as a relapse, but the main criteria is how complicit it is with the goals you set out to achieve (so it varies person-to-person). Kind of funny that you ended up making a form of P while on this journey. Regardless of how you assess this event keep fighting!
Click to expand...
I guess my main goals is to be as much effective with a real girl as when I'm watching P-content.
Funny thing is, that earlier (before my "reboot"), I was shy and had problems being hard even with a girls in skype.
But in this case, she saw me and I saw her, we talked and it was close to IRL contact.
And I definetly had no problems being hard with her.

I guess it's a little, but success.
I'm just curious should I classify this type of contact as a "relapse".
Cuz she is a real girl, not artificial ... although it was a skype call 🤔
 
J

journalnaruto

Member
I have this problem of running out of things to talk about, I was thinking what do you really talk about when you talk to girls?
For me I usually don't have much to say and run out of all the things in like 2 mins *_*
 
Crysler

Crysler

Member
Day 0, I've counted that event as a relapse.
New streak upcoming 💪

+ What I've done is I removed all my P-content archive.
It was more than 1TB of data :LOL:
And maybe someday I will regret about this, cuz there was very unique stuff - but in order to achieve something, we must sacrifice something.

I believe only this way I will overcome my addiction 💪
 
Last edited:
Crysler

Crysler

Member
Day 7, I've relapsed, again via Skype call (damn).
So what I've done now, is I've removed skype from my PC completely.
And I've removed accounts on P-content websites.

The thing is, last week I had a successful sex with a girl, but only once (second time I could not finish, but she did).
And having a little success, I've started to loose my control.
But I must keep fighting, it's only the beginning!

Ok, will start my streak again :whistle:
 
96LostWanderer

96LostWanderer

Active Member
Crysler said:
Day 7, I've relapsed, again via Skype call (damn).
So what I've done now, is I've removed skype from my PC completely.
And I've removed accounts on P-content websites.

The thing is, last week I had a successful sex with a girl, but only once (second time I could not finish, but she did).
And having a little success, I've started to loose my control.
But I must keep fighting, it's only the beginning!

Ok, will start my streak again :whistle:
Click to expand...
Well done for removing those accounts. My last relapse was using Reddit on my phone, so afterwards I made the decision to delete the app. If you're trying to give up smoking, you wouldn't walk around with a pack of cigarettes in your pocket. This is the same thing.
 
Crysler

Crysler

Member
Day 4, it's going good so far.
I'm too lazy to install skype again and remember my credentials.
So I guess removing those apps does help.
 
Crysler

Crysler

Member
Day 0 here.
But this time, I've removed all my accounts on p-websites, and also many other accounts.
More off that, I've blocked access to those websites (cannot open them in a browser).
Streak #4 is officially started 💪
 
Crysler

Crysler

Member
Days 1-2.
After some time, I wanna start again and, maybe, be more successfull this time.
As always, sex with real girls will not be counted as a relapse.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top