96LostWanderer
Active Member
14th September 2021
No genuine porn today but did read a bit of an erotic story, so again a mild relapse.
No genuine porn today but did read a bit of an erotic story, so again a mild relapse.
Good, man!19th September 2021
Tempted to relapse yesterday, stopped and counted to 10, put my phone away and went to bed.
Are relapses happening on your phone or on a computer? Maybe, try locking up that stuff in your car or a safe.21st September 2021
Relapsed last night with porn after about 12 days without a full relapse. Now I feel low and I noticed it wasn’t even doing much for me when I looked at it, although I had the mindset that I already started so I might as well continue. But now I can see that I am poisoning my mind.
Need to stick to my previous rule of no internet after 11.30pm. Mostly my last relapses have been late night sessions.
Are relapses happening on your phone or on a computer? Maybe, try locking up that stuff in your car or a safe.
This is how I felt, but I think that I'm starting to get out of it. My explanation as to how would be that I gave a lot of thought as to how my life will turn out if I let this decline continue. I'm tired of feeling like a loser