Blondie
Respected Member
Day 150
I've finally made it 5 months porn free! It's been a good while since I've got this far, and I'm very happy about that. The lady and I had great sex last night, and my man worked extremely well. I forgot (oh may I never forget again!) how good an O feels when your dick is actually rock hard! It's a totally different experience.
Last night I also meditated and focused my mind on where I want to go with all of this in the coming months. Six months is the new goal. I haven't got past six months since June or July of 2020 (I believe I was two weeks short). So that will be an even bigger milestone for me. Once I get there, then its 365 days clean, and then, getting past my longest streak ever, 540 something days (I was again almost two weeks short!). I've been focusing a lot on "days" and maybe I'll stop with that after 180, or maybe I won't who knows. Either way, even though I like counting days, my mindset is not, I must stay away from porn, or, that number defines me, but rather, I'm continuing to fix my life, and be the man I want to be. May this journey never end!
Here's an article that has had a great influence on my method of sorts. Check it out, if you wish. But whatever method or philosophy you choose, may we all say it together, Fuck porn!
Here is the article Porn is not an option.
Thank you all for your kind words of encouragement. This place has been a great source of comradery.
I've finally made it 5 months porn free! It's been a good while since I've got this far, and I'm very happy about that. The lady and I had great sex last night, and my man worked extremely well. I forgot (oh may I never forget again!) how good an O feels when your dick is actually rock hard! It's a totally different experience.
Last night I also meditated and focused my mind on where I want to go with all of this in the coming months. Six months is the new goal. I haven't got past six months since June or July of 2020 (I believe I was two weeks short). So that will be an even bigger milestone for me. Once I get there, then its 365 days clean, and then, getting past my longest streak ever, 540 something days (I was again almost two weeks short!). I've been focusing a lot on "days" and maybe I'll stop with that after 180, or maybe I won't who knows. Either way, even though I like counting days, my mindset is not, I must stay away from porn, or, that number defines me, but rather, I'm continuing to fix my life, and be the man I want to be. May this journey never end!
Here's an article that has had a great influence on my method of sorts. Check it out, if you wish. But whatever method or philosophy you choose, may we all say it together, Fuck porn!
Here is the article Porn is not an option.
Thank you all for your kind words of encouragement. This place has been a great source of comradery.
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