Day 8. Last week felt like shit. I'm really stressed by college. Feel so lonely and absolutely unmotivated. However i'm commited to get day 14+ Have to tell myself that this is temporal so i can get through.
Day 5. No presentation of urges, maybe because it is a very busy week and i'm thinking about how to deal with my college activities. 2 weeks for final exams.
Let's keep this up!
Day 2. Did some unnecessary search on wikipedia and one thing lead to another and i found myself looking for P*** again. Goal was reach day 14th and then further. Got frustrated, but reflected on it and stablished a strategy to deal with this issues.
Almost day 10. Feeling with more energy already. Today i woke up at 5, did some push ups and went straight to a cold shower. Then i prepared breakfast and read 2 chapters of the book i'm reading: How to build a car by Adrian Newey. Feeling a bit tempted sometimes, that's when i talk with my AP and start with breathing excersises. Going for day 14 Let's go!
Almost getting into Day 6. I talked with a friend about my aditction and asked her to be my accountability partner. She was very comprehensive and empathic. I felt relieved after that. Keep your focus... we'll get it.
Been a while since last update. Day 0 again. Cravings got me and i'm very dissapointed. I'll be looking for an accountability partner. This will only beat me if i take no action to it. Can't give up.
Day 0:
Relapsed today. I found a failure in my strategy to lock porn in my computer. I've solved, but also i'm changing the place i work with my laptop and only work there if it's necesary. I'm looking forward to have the rest of this month clean. Let's keep up!
Day 9
Relapsed late april, i'm going for a clean may. Today is being really hard to keep up. Urges are strong today. I'm doing my best to stay out. I can do this. I will beat this. Keep focus bro you'll get it. Never give up.
Day 0:
Relapsed after a 6 day streak. I've installed blocking apps and configured some stuff in my network and computer to restrict access to porn sites and similar.
Going for a 10 day streak.