Search results

  1. F

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Last night I had a wet dream. My first of this reboot. I was having urges before going to bed, so, maybe that's why I had it. I also had a sexual/erotic dream after I had the wet dream. It was such an odd night. Still on the path.
  2. F

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    One new "superpower" that I have noticed is that it is so much easier to fight back against my brain when it tries to feed me a bunch of lies and tricks. A few weeks ago, I wouldn't have stood a chance. The flashbacks are getting easier to move past and they are weakening as the days go by. The...
  3. F

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    I got through them fine. Feeling good now. They are weakening the further I go into the reboot.
  4. F

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Having some flashbacks and recalls today. Continuing to fight on. The reboot is working. Flashbacks are a good thing. Withdraw symptoms are a positive thing.
  5. F

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Beginning another pmo free week. Feeling awesome today.
  6. F

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Thanks bro. Have a good weekend.
  7. F

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    @Blondie @Ezel Question: When I wake up my flaccid size is bigger. But after I have been up for a minute or two, it shrinks back down to nothing. Have either of you had the same thing happen?
  8. F

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    To anyone who may see this in the future, including myself on a night when urges may be knocking on my door. Please stick with this process. I've relapsed so many times over the last 5 years. I'd make commitments and then fall completely on my face. I would try to do it for other people and I'd...
  9. F

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Got through last night clean. Those flashbacks can hook you and trick you like so many other things associated with this problem. Proud of myself.
  10. F

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Having flashbacks again tonight. They are so annoying. Pushing through though.
  11. F

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Thank you bro. Doing my best.
  12. F

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Beginning another PMO free week. I got through an urge last night to use. Proud of myself for fighting and not giving in. Had another case of morning wood this morning. Not sure what the percent was though. Anxiety is gone and my confidence is up. My productivity level has gone way up. Yesterday...
  13. F

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Morning wood again this morning. So encouraging. Onward.
  14. F

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Woke up at around 6am with crazy morning wood. It was awesome, because it shows me that I'm on the right track. Every day is a little better than the last. The no PMO life is truly awesome. Beginning to love urges and flashbacks because I can beat them down and pay them back for the problems...
  15. F

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Awesome to hear that, man!
  16. F

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    How are you doing, bro?
  17. F

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Today was tough. Had some urges to use pmo. Also had a headache all day and felt tired throughout a lot of the day. Had some more of those annoying flashbacks as well. It's working. On the right track. Just gotta stick with it. Onto tomorrow. So what. Now what?
  18. F

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Another week down. Let's begin another one.
  19. F

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    As I close in on anther week pmo free, it's amazing to think about how strong I've been this time around vs all of my other attempts. I think the thing that has changed it for me, is no matter what I've seen, heard or felt, I've not thrown in the towel. Just this morning, I saw something that...
  20. F

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Thank you, buddy. True. And it's frustrating how strong they can get.
Top