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Hello, fighters! Yes, Day 27 already! Last fall, when I started posting here, my streak ended on that number 27. Now, it's completely different. Although it's very hard, I'm not feeling like going back to my addiction. Actually, my overall mental state improved. I'm more balanced and I'm not...

No fap journey is actually more than just cutting PMO... Day 17 so far. Sometimes I get the feeling that it's getting better, but my mood fluctuates. I'm flatling and urges decline. I get the feeling that at this stage real work begins. And it's not about fapping, but your emotional states...

Thank you yogi. Hang on here and be strong. Same here. It's getting sometimes really crazy, especially when I'm travelling on a bus and I see a lot of women with fewer clothes (hot summer days!). I get the feeling like they notice my stare. It's sick, I'm feeling like a pervert. Of course, I...

Hi Brother! Thanks for your comment. Stay strong! We're on the right path!

Day 13 So far, everything is fine. I'm still having occasional obsessive thoughts regarding sex, but is that really sex that I'm after or just dopamine?! The more I become mindful the more I'm aware of what's going on in my damaged mind. The longer my streak gets the more I think about...

Hello warriors! So far I'm on rather calm seas. It's day 11 and so far feeling rather good and balanced. This time I didn't experience strong withdrawals like the last time, except feeling really bad on day 8. I don't have strong urges to watch porn, but I'm getting more and more interested in...

Thank you very much for your kind and uplifting words. I wish you the best on your journey too.

I'm totally straight, but when I was on a binge strange things did happen with my sexuality. I was so immersed with constant jerking off/edging and when I discovered gay scenes it was somehow strangely arousing. Reason? Definitely not my sexual preferences. It was dopamine, novelty seeking...

I'm back. It was more than 6 month since I last posted here... I just let go, Let go of my fight and went back in the arms of my destructive habit. So...since the beginning of 2021, my relationship with my addiction was an on/off one. Periods of sobriety (up to 10 days) followed by crazy...

Hello everyone! I'm posting here out of curiosity to see the problem from a wider perspective, so please feel free to share your thoughts and experiences. There are countless videos on YouTube with guys confessing about their addiction and telling about their recovery, but hardly ever you can...

Day 6 Hello everyone! My first post. My first entry in my journal titled "The struggle towards freedom". This is the first time when I write openly about my addiction, although I'm still anonymous it still gives me some comfort that I know I'm not the only one, not the only one with a life...