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  1. J

    Want to be a good example for my son

    I'm here since it's been a total mess this whole month. Today I masturbated and felt a weak boner. That made me scare again, so that's why I came back. Stress + poor sleep + social media This combination is killing me. Tody I'll start by sleeping early. Good night.
  2. J

    Want to be a good example for my son

    Hi, thanks for your reply. First part fully understood and agreed. I don't understand your advice of "re-evaluate what sexuality means to me". I "know" that I don't NEED sex and orgasm. But it's a very powerful force of nature. I think right now I'm a slave to sex. How do I "reconsider...
  3. J

    Want to be a good example for my son

    Just re-read the whole thread. My killer path to porn: poor sleep, watching girls on social media. That's it. I'll focus on these 2.
  4. J

    Cam Girl Addiction: From Financially Savvy to Buried in Debt

    Need to tell this to as many people you love as possible. Just email them with this.
  5. J

    Want to be a good example for my son

    I definetely relapsed this time. It's been a while away from the forum (more than 2 months). My relapse has been gradual. First, some images in twitter: that was the begining of everything. Click surfing led me to other content, and I've been watching provocative girls on internet. That made me...
  6. J

    Want to be a good example for my son

    I just had a kind of relapse. I was scrolling on twitter and saw a half naked girl and remind me how bad I've feel these days, haven't had sex and had little sleep. Tomorrow I have a meeting I don't really want to attend. So I masturbated, without porn. I felt a relief of my stress, but I admit...
  7. J

    Want to be a good example for my son

    I've been sleeping poorly and had feel some cravings for watching porn. My wife's been sick so we haven't had sex and I had watched girls on social media and that used to lead me to open some porn tabs. I'm alone, so usually I would have alredy been watching porn. I came to the forum since I...
  8. J

    Want to be a good example for my son

    I'm already 30, and feel deeply happy of having get rid of porn. I've accidentaly seen some nudes on twitter and erotic images on facebook, but gladly have not relapsed. I'm firm in this commitment. Told my wife I was doing this reboot around 10 days after my first post and felt such a relief...
  9. J

    Want to be a good example for my son

    Thanks for taking the time reading and replying thoroughly. I fully read your reply, and appreciate it.
  10. J

    Want to be a good example for my son

    It's been just 24 days without porn. And it feels good so long. I've tried praying before, but education is definitely a strong support for quitting porn. Almost daily I remember myself of the dangers of getting erectile dysfunction, getting insesitized to regular human contact, scaling to...
  11. J

    Want to be a good example for my son

    Thanks for the Invitation, but I would fail to promise daily accountability. Nevertheless, I wish you get fully recovered.
  12. J

    Want to be a good example for my son

    Today's my 7th day without porn. Sadly I'm feeling sick because of the vaccine I took yesterday. In regards with porn, everything goes ok. But, my stomach hurts so much and keeps me awake at 3am. I know has nothing to do with this, but wanted to log in to my journal. Since t made me think of...
  13. J

    Want to be a good example for my son

    Today's my 5th day without porn. Have had sporadic toughts on this. But not that strong as to relapse. I've read more thoroughly YBOP.com and watched some helpful youtube videos (TED talks). And started worrying about the future of my son, and how generalised this problem will be for his...
  14. J

    Want to be a good example for my son

    Thanks for reading my story. I'm trying to do exactly that.
  15. J

    I'm a porn addict (by far the crappiest, lamest addiction ever)

    Just dropping supporting words for you. Keep fighting bro.
  16. J

    Want to be a good example for my son

    I'm 29, but I'll be 30 this month. I remember watching porn for the first time. It were my cousins in my house since we had a VHS at home. I was so nervous that my mom asked for what I was watching and I lied. I think I was 9. In high school, a friend of my lend me a dvd that I watched alone in...
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