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Just did a second month after the first one. This feels actually majestic, it makes me curious to complete half a year, a year and more. I believe I will move step by step and I'll keep going and going. Good luck to everyone out there who is fighting this battle, May we all be blessed and win it...

Thank you very much and I hope it continues to improve for all of us

I just did one whole month without jerking off. It feels amazing, ecstatic and really good. Actually I've got on like 3 days after that and I fully intend on moving through the other streaks

I have relapsed and again and again that it feels like I am going around in circles,this written immediately after PMO

Day 0 on April 15 I fucked up royally and I feel it on my body. I don't even feel as a person now. I am lost. I want to start and begin a real journey and stop this game. I don't know how I feel, am just hating myself more and more. It's like am trapped in a fucking circle and too stupid and...

Day 1 on April 12 I did another day and today I didn't really feel any impulse to relapse and I think it's because I wasn't in my usual relapsing environment which really helped me out a lot. This day just feels amazing when I didn't relapse and I just feel like on cloud 9. I only felt a little...

Day 0 I just relapsed and it feels like hell. I am alone in my room and really that's my most triggering place and situation but I just thought okay let's do this. I came home and I can't sleep with anyone else so I tried and now after 3 day streak. It's time to restart. Good luck to everyone...

Day 3 This is the third day of the journey and as always it all starts as rainbows and then, there is the need to go back again and just get that little drop of dopamine that felt amazing at that time and deadly the next whole life. Today when the impulse came, it was like it came for revenge...

It's okay that you are again starting and just so you know success doesn't mean no pitfalls it just means falling and getting up to continue

Day 2 This us the second day and God did I try to fail, mixed with alcohol was it hard. I met with the girl I have a crush on and she left angry. Simply told we had a meet up at my friend's house with that friend also present, it wasn't a date just a friendly meetup. What was a 3 people meetup...

I am 21 years old and born in December 2002. I started porn in approximately 2013 but that was just watching using other people's phones. In the end of 2015, I became obsesses with porn when I got my first phone which even though I didn't watch videos, still gave me videos. It progressed to the...

I have played enough hide and seek with rebooting. I just did a clean 5 day streak and damn it was it amazing. Usually when I lie to myself that it's working. I've just watched porn but not MO even though it's literally the same as one can't exist without the other. I did 5 clean days, no porn...

Yep just as the title states. I went off the rails. It pains to say this. But instead if staying on the failure why don't I restart anew, I want this. I am going to end this. I know I've said this multiple times but I believe I'll end it starting from now.

I feel the need but I will not stop trying. It gets hard and it's like you have a voice inside your head saying "just a peek, it won't hurt anybody, you are alone." It is hard but there is no gain without pain ryt?? My hope is still shining bright. Success to all of you trying.

Thank you very much and Happy New Year to you

I am now 21 years old with halfway of 7 years of PMO. I tried quitting 2022 and relapsed. That relapse threw me down a dark path where I became worse even though I thought that was impossible. Now Am here to start anew with new resolutions, new systems. I am hoping to advance from the last...

I'm the oldest in 3 kids with 20 years. My siblings are 4 and 1. This year difference led me to being the only kid for 15 years as you can see. I've always had a dream of being a psychologist but right now I would be lying if I said I even think far from tomorrow. I started watching porn in 2015...

The thing is Ifeel like a failure and jealous guy who fucks up half of the things that I do.

Hello. Short story here, I started watching when I was 15. Started low and ended up addicted. It took me years to realise that I am addicted. It took me realizing that I was objectifying women and I really hate that which means by extension me who does it. So how do you do it? because I already...