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Interesting... I MO'd with a fleshlight and while it felt fantastic, it also felt a bit forced and I wasn't fully hard. Now I have some bad symptoms similar to overusing in the past - bit of brainfog, the same tiredness in the muscles and lack of energy from a few days back and less...

Two days later and not very much desire to fap besides some urges from time to time, quickly dismissed. Even though I'm at home, alone and thinking about MOing, I don't think I will. - I'm a bit drunk and stoned after my company annual retreat and I think it'd numb me plus MO + alcohol and...

Aaaaaand... It happened. I MO'd consciously for the first time in a year and with full acknowledgement of what and why I'm doing it. I didn't feel bad, I wasn't even fantasizing about sex, just almost pure (my mind drifted a few times) being in the moment. Took me around 20 minutes of calm M...

Hey All :) It's been quite a journey with surprisingly almost no urges to PMO (although some urges to MO happened, yet were not indulged).... In the end of September the 17th, on an anniversary of my trip to Central America last year I've hit a milestone. Pretty big one in my world. ONE YEAR...

Hey All! I was considering going back to therapy as I think about inviting solo sex (MO) to my life again after a year of no PMO or MO started with a full 90 dasy hardmode, PIED being my main problem. I was pretty surprised and shocked that my current therapist passed away. I was seeing him...

I have experienced certain difficulties during sex lately, in addition to (slighly improving thanks to kegels) my PE. I've had problems keeping it up even on pills. After an initial arousal and boner I've become distracted (eg. while giving oral) and I've became more flaccid. Then I had problems...

Hi, Tryinghere! Thanks for responding. This trick of yours sounds nice, although risky, is it easy to have a full orgasm instead? Yesterday we had sex and I felt like this week of 20-minutes-a-day Kegels I've been doing are actually doing something, I felt much more in control, although came...

Hey to you all who fight the good fight! I want to talk about ways to deal with premature ejaculation, be it severe or not. I'm currently porn-free and MO for almost a year, kept having sex after an initial 3 months hardmode. When we had sex with a condom I had some problems with PE, but...

Hi All! I just watched a Netflix documentary "Hot Girls Wanted" about the inside look on the amateur porn. I actually read about it in somebody's journal here. I thought it might be full of triggers and IT IS FULL OF TRIGGERS, CONSIDER THIS A WARNING! Especially in the beginning. Then with...

A few nights ago during vacation in Nice I got a very nice (pun intended) boner from just caressing and kissing. I feel like I'm slowly returning to normal even if I normally use "some help". My PIED is possibly slowly "reverting" to "just" performance anxiety 😁

Just found something "very interesting" in my e-mail... Another subscription I apparently enlisted to years ago and while it sounded like a sex toy shop, it was a full-blown P website and I got some pics suddenly right in front of my eyes, first P glance for almost a year :rolleyes: There was...

Soon there will be a day when I'll be off porn and masturbation free for 9 months :) The road so far: GOOD THINGS: 🥳 Absolutely no porn cravings, much less objectification and desire to do crazy, unusual things in bed fuelled by porn and I even have this weird "bad" feeling when I'm looking...

Hey! I'm in a similar situation, I'm close to no PMO or MO 9 moths period (started with sex, then 3 months hardmode, then back to sex) and during this period I used the same as you, just 25 mg, not 50. I react great to the pills and since I also don't want to rely on it, I'm slowly lowering...

Thanks for replying :) It's great advice and in the end I decided against MO'ing. But also some things happened or were noticed: I told you all I'm still on the pills but some days for example I take the pill (50 mg, not much) in the evening to have sex and then we go to sleep only to wake up...

Few days and close to no urges to fap and no problem controlling myself. I believe that leaving that photography group was crazy beneficial. Now even while scrolling Instagram I dismiss this type of photos that are presented to me and don't hold on to them. The lack of artificial visual...

Hi all! We're having a bit of a dryspell with my GF 'cause of her, to put mildly, ton of stress in life ;) I'm horny quite a lot and I noticed a few things: It's easier to touch my dick and edge a bit, no porn of course and no orgasm, but I feel like I might slip LEss desire to satisfy my GF...

Hi all! First of all, I'm an porn addict with PIED, clean for almost a year, in a happy relationship, no PMO or even MO for said almost a year. PIED is getting better, though I'm on pills. We've all been in the moment of test, when we were tempted but did not give in and did not fap to porn...

I'm close to 200 days, but I feel I can provide some feedback. For me it was responding to a certain circumstances that occured, were recognized and I used them to my advantage. I always needed a strong push to start another long streak. This time it was a new relationship that started...

I thought I'd start writing here since I started thinking about indroducing healthy masturbation in my life a bit and I'm still considering if it's a good idea and not a slippery slope back to porn. A quick recap of recent years: Since my last posting I had a long dryspell (around 1,5 years...

Hey! I'm wondering how do you people deal with the problem of premature ejaculation while abstaining from PMO. I have sex with my GF usually once a week, sometimes a two weeks break, sometimes every other day, generally: rarely, or not as often as I'd like. And I come way to quickly. I know...