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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Day 94: Not sure what to say. Will 2025 be the year i left this for ever. I hope so. Now I need to target my screen time. That is going to be even tougher as we need it to live in today's world. We can only reduce it to essential time. In the process my life could become really boring. May be I...
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Day 87: Staying away, but had sex with wife. I took the initiative and it just happened. I would not call it very successful as I did not last long. This could happen if I am doing it after a long time. I used to feel that PMO actually increase my endurance, even though general belief is the...
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Day 81: Still staying away. Feeling bit isolated. Not able to connect to anyone. The only way I used to connect to wife was with sex. Now that is also gone. May be that is what helped me to reach day 81. The issue is that I like to be alone.
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Day 74: Well, still staying away. Anything special? Nothing special. I am able to sleep on time. That was a bit of struggle before. No need of guilt. Still hooked to screen most of the day.
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Day 69: Still staying away. Some thoughts like is it really worth it or am I denying myself something is creeping in my mind. Recently i watched live circus with family. Beautiful girls in minimal clothes, performing in front of me did trigger some imotion.
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Day 59: Still staying away. Some thing I missed to mention and appreciate is that I am sleeping on time. I am able to sleep without watching movies till I fall asleep. Still i spend lots of time on mobile and mainly youtube. Need to also overcome that over time.
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Day 55: Still staying away. Feels good to enter new year with some Pride. Some actual sexual desires are coming back, but I am holding back. It feels good to maintain the desire and yet not fulfill it. May be I am learning to be a little romantic without sex as a goal. Happy new year without P...
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Day 46: Staying away. One side effect. Not showing any interest even with romance. Ignoring any romantic advance from wife. Issue is that I suddenly lost interest. This could result in some issue.
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Day 42: Staying away. There is change in mindset that helped me reach this number. I removed the thoughts that I am made of sex and sex is something important that I should have. Started to understand that I don't need sex. I am sure young people can never come to this conclusion. Here my age is...
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Day 38. Staying away. Doing ok without any sexual pleasures. Unlike food and air, I guess we can live without it. Only thing is that we should not feel bad for it.
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Day 32: Can't believe as I reached this. Next month is going to be tough as I will be on year end leave.
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Day 29: Staying away. Also no M. Going bit crazy. Difficult sleeping, tempted to eat more junk, not finding anything interesting, don't feel like working. Any way there is less work and getting ready for year end vacation, but it is not exciting. I would like to travel, but Kids are having exams...
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Day 26: Staying away, but feeling little bit tempted to release. There is some pressure to get the pleasure. Having sex with wife does not seem like an option as she is not feeling well and is not showing any interest. Not sure what I should do.
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Day 21: Staying away. I am not thinking much about sex. I just lost interest. Accepted the life without sex and not feeling bad about it.
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Day 17: Staying way, but had some erotic dreams yesterday. It felt real, and I did like it.
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Day 15 and staying away. Less sexual desire. Ignoring sexy images while scrolling. Not triggering anything.
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Da 10: Still staying away. Sleeping on time, but eyes are paining due to too much screen time with office work. Need to take a break. Next week it might be possible.
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Day 7: Doing good. Slept on time for past 3 days and had good sleep.
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Meditation did the trick. Might have slept at 2am. Got up at 7am. Time for my yoga, but need a cold shower before that.
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    Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn

    Day 3: It is 1 am and struggling to sleep. Some nasty thoughts of loneliness are ruining my sleep. Some porn could easily free my mind and give me some sleep, but I am resisting. Let me try to meditate till I sleep.
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