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  1. NYC

    Another story - probably the same as everyone else

    I did feel that the open communication helped my soul, my healing, like releaseing the demons from within. Its like trapped gas, uncomfortable until released, and while maybe embarassing when released, it is a big relief.
  2. NYC

    quit for good

    Giving generous attention and listening to those I Love, sharing my talents for the betterment of others, having a mind and heart clear and clean of any regrets. Appreciating what I have and realizing everything I have is a gift from God. These are what I aspire, need and want, oh a single digit...
  3. NYC

    quit for good

    @joepanic the timing of this and the meaningfullness, of what should be so obvious but is not when in the grip of self destructive behavior of any sorts. Your post was able to help me turn around, because I have experienced everything you describe, only to have let it go 2x now. I truly feel...
  4. NYC

    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    @FreeI hear and understand what you are expressing. As I examine myself, against what you shared and use your questions to compare myself then and now, I first can answer your questions from two perspectives: Porn/No sex with my wife; No Porn/Sex with my Wife. So since early Jan 2024 up to Jul...
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    @Freerider Hey Bro, give yourself a bit of grace, you have great progress, I find, for me, an occassional MO an expression of freedom and relaxation, I just have to mindful of chaser effect. I know this can be tricky, but you have expressed many ways you are working your reboot, lean into those...
  6. NYC

    Alast, Back on the Path to PMO Sobriety

    Back from a dream trip to Italy to celebrate 40 years married! So much is on track, and life at 62 feeling more like life at 42! 94 Days No P! 38 Days MOd 8x compared to everyday or 2x a day, having marital intimacy drives conviction greater than self pleasure, finally!
  7. NYC

    Finally posting

    You are my hero for posting this, because this is right where I am at these last 2 weeks. And I have had great sex with my wife but not for the last 2 weeks. No doing P but certainly edging, short of O. And i have thought of it just like you have described. Thank you for calling it out for what...
  8. NYC

    Alast, Back on the Path to PMO Sobriety

    63 Days No P 6 Days No MO
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    Alast, Back on the Path to PMO Sobriety

    No truer words spoken!
  10. NYC

    Alast, Back on the Path to PMO Sobriety

    62 Days no P! Edging a bit more often then Id like, it is like having sex is great, wanting more is my problem, then alternatives creep in.
  11. NYC

    quit for good

    So did I, I think these sensations and responses are certainly more normal, certainly then reaponding to P with MO, Im right there with you, having sex with my wife but have thrown in 2 MOs over a 5 week period, compare to daily PMO. I believe a reinforcing measure is being able to MO without...
  12. NYC

    Alast, Back on the Path to PMO Sobriety

    Whoops, i was off! 60 Days NO P as of today!
  13. NYC

    Alast, Back on the Path to PMO Sobriety

    58 Days no P Day 0 no MO, went 7 days, had sex in those 7 days.
  14. NYC

    Alast, Back on the Path to PMO Sobriety

    55 Days No P 5 Days No MO
  15. NYC

    Holding the Fool (me) to Account

    Ditto here, same, same precisely...WoW, spot on.......but now, even just 53 day no P, and sparse MO, and MO just to feels good, literally no thoughts, Im seeking her out, making moves to get intimate. And, thus far, have had more sex in one week then the last 4 years.
  16. NYC

    Alast, Back on the Path to PMO Sobriety

    53 Days No P 2 Days No MO, only 5 days out of 28 day MOd this month, use to be daily, sometime 2x with P
  17. NYC

    quit for good

    @joepanic @GBS I just had 3 of 4 days sex with my wife, first since Jan 2024, after 50 days no P and about 18 days no MO, but I MOd last night, why, not sure, just feelin relaxed, thoughts of the real sex, my being says that MO will be infrequent as sex becomes more regular. I will keep ya posted.
  18. NYC

    Unbusting my balls

    You owe yourself some grace! Everything you just expressed takes courage, strength and conviction. For all that I give you an A+! Think about what most interests you, you enjoy, this may lead you to the occupational passion. People fine meaningfulness and purpose in many ways and things, and...
  19. NYC

    Is it curable

    I have tried no less than 6 different penile creams, this seems to be making a difference on sensitivity. I have been doing kegels also for like 6 weeks, i use a habit tracker and this great forum!
  20. NYC

    One day is a time.

    Hey @Alexey hang in in there, I just MOd after like 17 days no MO and had sex 3 of 4 days, you have been there with success before, maybe focus no P, dont sweat some MO here and there, sounds like you have some strategies for the times of boredom or onsets of triggers, work those my friend, you...
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