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    A long journey...

    Alkmoist seven weeks since last report here, and sober all this time :)! Yet, I have just accidentally come across a short porn sequence and I see I am very reactive :-) . Possibly this is the best proof that the longer you stay without PMO the better you recover.
  2. M

    A long journey...

    More than three weeks after last report. Things going well :),I did not feel any push to PMO. Reason is job: I got interesting results, and this gave me great excitement and keptme busy.
  3. M

    Another story - probably the same as everyone else

    I try to imagine how I would feel myself in this situation: you certainly are barve and strong. I am not sure Icould resist so long.
  4. M

    A long journey...

    Almost 4 more weeks since last report here and I appreciate the advantages of a life without MO. P can not be avoided, as it is everywhere, but my body now is back to reacting well to sexual stimulation :).
  5. M

    One day is a time.

    You are not alone, Alexey. I also fell into PMO many times, and every time it was not easy and not given to be able to heal from it and get again some sexual performances. Just consider this: you are not alone.
  6. M

    A long journey...

    I realize however of having lost interest towards P. Once, when I wanted to have some fun, my mind went to P. Nowadays I immediately think about past action where I was the main actor.
  7. M

    A long journey...

    I am still with my mind to the great experience of two weeks ago :). Otherwise I had nothing else , these weeks I am too busy working to think or do anything else;) ....after all, work is a good occupation, keeps one away from PMO!
  8. M

    A long journey...

    Had a fantastic intercourse yesterday night. It was only too quick. Unfortunately with ageing I have less control on times, and the climax either does not come or comes very fast. But staying away from PMO definitely helps.
  9. M

    A long journey...

    Had two intercourses with my partner, both early in the morning (I am less active during the day with these hot weather), yesterday and today.
  10. M

    A long journey...

    Back after few weeks of no PMO :). My daughter came for holiday with a friend, I was occupied bringing them around and had no time to turn my mind to anything else. I feel well, libido is normal.
  11. M

    A long journey...

    Just for personal record: felt the impulse of searching some P, it would have almost certainly ended in MO. Instead I came here and wrote these few lines. My girlfriend is very busy these days, she is at job and comes late home, quite tired. Hopefully weekend gets better.
  12. M

    Another story - probably the same as everyone else

    I have myself become less restrictive myself towards relapses, I do not live them any further as personal failures, The last one I experienced was during a dream, about one month ago, thus I was basically unaware.
  13. M

    A long journey...

    I have changed my counts to let them start since the last time I did P, although I was sleeping and dreaming of a very wild action...
  14. M

    A long journey...

    Proceeding without any pulse towards PMO. I continue having morning woods and libido going up and down, following my general mood, heavily affected by my job and relationship. Summer heat helps pushing libido up.
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    I find very positive the fact that you remember so precisely your emotional situation from 200 days ago, Freerider. You can look at yourself objectively because of this. I can oly tell you that yes!, there will come better, much better days. Just forget about P and look forward :) !
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    A long journey...

    From time to time I cross some P pages on the web, but now I do not have the curiosity of looking. Instead they arise my desire of having real sexual experiences, as I had in the past weeks and months. I discover that my mind is now more attracted by the memory of what I experienced directly...
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    A long journey...

    (almost) Weekly report. I have forgotten to add that morning wood is regular, and I also get E when I imagine exciting situations. I feel quiet, I see regular progress, maybe slow but firm. Although I had regular sex with complete E I am not sure I can write in the "Success Stories" section: I...
  18. M

    Crawling from the wreckage

    Well, t is simply true for all of us here, TH :) : you are brave and you admit it!
  19. M

    Another story - probably the same as everyone else

    I am 64 and my own libido is seriously affected not only by PMO (now becoming more and more a memory from the past) but by work successes or failure, and the same for relationship. From what you write it seems that your wife can live without love or intimacy, while for you it is still important.
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    quit for good

    I do not know if the same holds for you, but for me the most important is of getting rid of the obsession of P, i.e. the idea that it can be an escape to little or big life problems.
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