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  1. Ren

    Taking back the life I squandered.

    Day 0 Another relapse. Another rise. Another opportunity to make things better.
  2. Ren

    Taking back the life I squandered.

    Imma quit this crap for good!
  3. Ren

    All we have to do is getting shit done

    All we have to do is getting shit done
  4. Ren

    Taking back the life I squandered.

    Day 1 C'mon
  5. Ren

    Taking back the life I squandered.

    Day 0 3 days. Not bad for someone that was relapsing every day, I'm still working at my habits. They're the most important.
  6. Ren

    Taking back the life I squandered.

    Day 2 Almost relapsed yesterday It was close.
  7. Ren

    Taking back the life I squandered.

    I gotta practice discipline bro. Damn. This is easy to quit with discipline. I am changing my fucking life.
  8. Ren

    Taking back the life I squandered.

    Thanks man It was good day Feels better today, too
  9. Ren

    Taking back the life I squandered.

    Day 1 Didn't relapse yesterday. Very cool
  10. Ren

    This is not the end.

    This is not the end.
  11. Ren

    Taking back the life I squandered.

    Okay reeducating my brain is a must. I know very well this is simpler than it looks like, but I'm back to the basics. Let's go.
  12. Ren

    Taking back the life I squandered.

    Day 0 Chaser effect is rampant, huh? 5 relapses in a row? Every day one? Get up already. Time is running out.
  13. Ren

    Taking back the life I squandered.

    Day 0 I think I've undone my progress. Imma not relapse today
  14. Ren

    Taking back the life I squandered.

    Day 0 Okay, I feel better (though not 100%), let's try again.
  15. Ren

    Taking back the life I squandered.

    Day 0 Let's see if I can get up today.
  16. Ren

    Taking back the life I squandered.

    Bro There was no heartbreak so far that didn't disrupt my life. All of them brought huge amounts of damage. This one is worse than others, because this one actually CAN become a marriage or the worst of them so far. Girl is not gone yet, but the situation is very not good. Damn. I just hope...
  17. Ren

    Taking back the life I squandered.

    Someone sent this in another community I participate, will put this here as a reminder "it is ok to be weak, it is ok to fail, it is ok to break down and fall, but you have to stand up again, and when your down it is ok to ask for help. when you wanna grow muscles it takes time, you cant be...
  18. Ren

    Taking back the life I squandered.

    Promise things will be okay some day. Just focus on being okay for now, deal?
  19. Ren

    Taking back the life I squandered.

    Day 0 I tried to numb the pain. I don't feel bad about losing the streak. But this time, numbing didn't work. Because it's too much pain to numb. It feels like someone took my heart out and left the pain there. Had a terrible nightmare, couldn't sleep well. I wish I could relief this.
  20. Ren

    Taking back the life I squandered.

    I definitely can't reboot like this I can try though
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