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Feeling defeated because last two days it is as though I sunk deeper into a flatline. No MW and just feeling numb and cold and lifeless. I had a blood flow study years ago that was normal and saw several urologists who said "it is in your head." I believe that I can still get better, but it is...

Over 4 months into this now. Not really much change. I may be experiencing stronger urination. I may have slightly more frequent weak MW, but still weak and little response around real women. I am so ready for this phase of my life to be finished. I want so badly to write a success story on here...

Good luck with all this. I have had a horrible several years as well. Many of the symptoms you speak of are similar with me. My urination seems to be getting stronger, but i still have weak erections and MW and little response around real women.

Thank you for the inspiring story. I struggled the last 6 years with little progress -- in that time i M'ed frequently and with fantasy with weak erections. I am in a hard mode, currently about 4 months in and I hope this is the path. I shall not P ever again and I will not M or O until I am...

This story gives me hope. I have been about 6 years no P, but I always M'ed every few weeks to a weak erection... eventually had a girlfriend and for two years generally had sex with weak erections. Jump forward and I am single now and sticking to hard mode. No M for over 4 months now. Seeing...

About 12 weeks of no M or O. Having some weak morning woods more regularly than not. Hoping this new year is the one I finally have strong erections and MW again.

After my first 2 years without P I was able to have sex with my girlfriend. I continued to do so for about two and a half years. Yet, each time I O'd I felt quite rough and in that whole time I never had a strong erection, it almost always felt forced the entire time of every sex session we had...

good job. Keep up the good work

About 8 weeks of no MO now. I tend to have more frequent weak morningwood now.

Longest I went without MO before was about 90 days right at the beginning of my journey. Although I was able to have "successful" sex several times over the past few years with my girlfriend I always felt drained after. Hopefully a prolonged period of abstinence is what will help me really...

This journey has been going on for several years now. Throughout it I have had some progress. After a few years of no P, but intermittent MO I had a girlfriend for about 2.5 years and was able to have sex with her a few times a week. However, much of that time the erections were forced and I...

Congratulations!

Thank you for sharing your story. Keep up the good work!

I was 10. Used more and more until 14. Then, was sick of how much time I spent watching porn and quit until 17...then fell back again until 23 (but at 20 my erections started suffering and by the time I quit at 23 I basically was O'ing soft several times a week because I desperately hoped...

I had PIED symptoms starting at 20 (that I noticed). Continued PMO for 3 years despite decreasing erectile strength and ever greater difficulty getting and maintaining erection (and with doctors telling me PMO was healthy and the PIED couldn't be related to the PMO). At 23 I started my reboot...

I had symptoms starting at 20 (that I noticed). Continued PMO despite decreasing erectile strength and ever greater difficulty getting and maintaining erection. At 23 I started my reboot journey. I was never able to make it more than 90 days in a row without relapse, but I went 5 years...

That is an interesting question. It has been so long I don't recall for certain. It just got to progressive decrease in any sexual response. I didn't feel so intensely in a flatline as I did once I started PMO. However, the last year I could only get any response from P, without any...

Red Moon, PIEDPiperThrowaway, Thank you for sharing your struggles and story. I have made it 1194 days without porn (roughly 3.25 years). Before this time I had progressively worsening libido, difficulty arousing, maintaining arousal, lesser firmness, increased struggles during PMO to the point...

1000 Day Update: It has been about a thousand days without porn. In that time I had masturbated intermittently, despite very weak erections. For the first half of this journey I fantasized a lot as well. I got morning wood about 9 months in to this process. The past few months I have had a...

Hello everyone. I want to thank everyone again for being a pillar of support. I am now essentially two years without porn.  However, I feel as though virtually no progress has been made.  There are moments where it seems I am going to recover...but, then it seems I am right back to as bad as it...