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Yes, here once more. BUT, you will never have to be here again. Everyday, like for me, is somewhere you’ve never been before and that in itself it is incredible. You’re inspiring me, make no mistake my brother 🫡

Hey @Blondie, 2 years and 2 weeks today and it feels amazing. If I’m honest, I’m happy to sit where I currently am within myself and enjoy, rather bask, in this unchartered sense of freedom. I’m not greatly concerned about rewiring just yet. When the time comes the time comes but it isn’t a...

Congratulations on 17 months my guy! Here’s to FOREVER 🍻

Your brain is fighting to hold on to the old habits because it knows if you keep going then something is going to change FOREVER! 510 days is amazing! POWERFUL STUFF! There really is only one way to go and that is forward now brother! The fact that you’re having sex and and the fact everything...

It’s crazy isn’t it! You get to this stage and realise something like “aah, so this is what it feels like”. I’m amazingly inspired going forward. Remember our lessons YES! Thou must never forget lest we start from scratch which I will NEVER and I do mean NEVER go through again! Let’s get it!

Much much much appreciated my bro! Last time I walked this high road thinking I was over the hill but this time my guard has remained up and firmly UP! I’m happy to have come this far and everyday from here is further than I’ve ever been, hope fully it’s the same for you. I can see you’re at...

Today I reached 2 years 730 days no P 730 days no M 730 days no O Im not going to celebrate because the plan was never to only come this far. The plan is to never ever go back into the open-sewer. I’m only writing this because 3 years ago I relapsed after a streak of 721 days, that broke my...

524 days. Sex - “forget how it looks. Connect with how it feels” This just flew into my mind this evening as I was relaxing. It literally came out of nowhere and WHAM! It made the most amount of sense to me, probably more sense than anything I’ve ever heard. That’s because in its simplicity it...

1 year 1 month and 11 days - 11.11 I just made this observation as if being seeing it lately. I barely noticed the 1 year stage came as it’s been rough mentally these last few months. I’m not giving myself a pat on the back because I’ve been here before much further. I am however going to say...

Thankyou my friend! I hope you’re feeling stronger than ever!

Thankyou @Blondie I hope you’re doing well and going strong! Those little blips on the road to recovery are nothing to us big dawg - you got his brother! You inspire me still 👊🏾

I haven’t posted in a long time. I’ve not succumbed to any temptation even though I’ve had some rough days mentally (imagery, urges and the like) I’ve not smoked weed or cigarettes since October and I’m now the cleanest I’ve been my entire adult life. I’m at 295 days and man i am proud of...

Yeah cold water is awesome!! God knew what he was doing when he filled the oceans with the cold stuff! 8 mins is still very impressive my friend!

I appreciate the feedback yet again brother. It helps to settle my overthinking. I’m glad abit more each day that I will never have to climb this mountain ever again. I hope you’re well. Godspeed.

It ain’t over til it’s over brother. You can do this, I agree you should attend the gym and try and workout in the mornings. Arrest that loose energy early in the day and set the tone for the rest of they day. It’s not easy my friend, if it was everyone could it. The fact you recognise it’s no...

123 days. Feeling good, it’s familiar. I’ve been here before and way further past it too but unlike last time the effort goes into the days instead of just counting them. I am a little concerned however, whenever I talk to my lady friends and there are two I am in regular contact with, while...

Believe it!! It’s all you brother. Excellent job on 235 days! You’ve got this in the bag. Keep up the good work!

I appreciate that brother, long may we both, long may we all keep on keeping on! It’s all up from here 👊🏾

Aaah I see, I appreciate the feedback brother! I wasnt sure what the rest part meant there bro, thanks for clearing that up. In recent weeks I’ve felt more compelled to seek out a sexual partner, I haven’t the urge to PMO. Those impulses are weak if they’re still active at all! I don’t even...

Can you expand on this for me please @Androg? What you mean exactly, reset? Should I be worried here?