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Day 98 of no MO; Day 2 of no P. Last night at work, my nuts felt really sore. That's honestly the first time they have felt like that in ages. Not sure why, but I definitely had some lustful thoughts earlier in the day, so maybe it was sort of a delayed blue balls effect. Was uncomfortable for a...

Day 96 of no MO; Day 2 of no P. Sorry I haven't updated in a while. I've been busy with work and just fully recovering from covid. I did relapse with some porn though, and played with myself some, but not all the way. So I am disappointed with that, but am committed to nofap till at least Feb 3...

Day 84 of no MO; Day 35 of no P. Well, it turns out that I was sick with Covid, which I didn't suspect because I never had a fever. But I started to get an intense cough randomly, so I decided to take a home test and that's when I learned what it was. I am mostly over it now, my energy is...

Day 81 of no MO; Day 32 of no P. Merry Christmas eve, guys! Well, I ended up getting sick; it was pretty low key earlier in the week but got worse the past couple of days. Mostly tired, a cough, some sneezing, congested nose, and just feeling off. No fever, so not anything too concerning. Today...

Day 74 of no MO; Day 25 of no P? So on the P question, I did look at some P a couple days ago, but it was only for a few minutes, then I redirected myself. So I did look at some clips on X, but I it wasn't for long and I didn't M. So I don't want to act like I was P free that day, but I also...

Thanks for the encouragement, @searching4good ! Day 72 of no MO; Day 23 of no P. I don't have much time to post today, but wanted to check in -- still hanging in there! Am still struggling more mentally with it recently, and physically a bit more. But I have to remember that we get stronger...

Day 70 of no MO; 21 days of no P. For something that seemed so difficult at first, not masturbating has become quite easy. It's just not something I do anymore. I'm not saying I'm never tempted to do it, about once a week, usually while lingering in bed in the morning, I'll want to mess with...

Day 60 of no MO; 11 days of no P. Yesterday felt like a very average day, no spikes in T levels or thoughts or anything like that. Before bed I looked at some some that, while not P, was pushing it. No desire to M, though. Went to sleep probably an hour later than I had planned, around 12:40am...

Day 56 of no MO; 1 week of no P. I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving! Mine started out just OK. I was off of work, but was looking forward to having a day off, and getting some cleaning done around my apartment. One of my best buddies and I had talked about spending some time together on...

Rebooting!!

Hey, guys! I feel like I used to have a journal here but it's been a minute and I can't find it. So here is mine, starting with here I am today. It doesn't give much background info, but I can post some of that another time. Day 54 of no MO; Day 5 of no P. I've definitely been in a flatline...