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    MapleSyrup's continuous battle for self-control

    Wohoo! In my experience the social anxiety gets better with time. Not that you shouldn't seek help if you need it, of course. At some point one just gets tired of beeing anxious about how people perceive them and then you stop caring. Best wishes
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    MapleSyrup's continuous battle for self-control

    That sounds great! Congratulations on reaching so far. Great that you are making changes in your life. Rejections are part of a normal love life! I myself got rejected last week :v It sucks, but it's okay. Best wishes
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    A second chance

    Thank you! So far, Only notice that I don't want to look at P. My desire for it has stopped, and now I feel more conscious about why I'm abstaining from it, and why it is harmful to me. I don't have so many cravings, although from time to time some part of my body still wants to consume. I...
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    A second chance

    Thank you, @the_mountain_goat !
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    A second chance

    101 days P free! I can feel how I crave P less and less. I'm starting to crave less other subtitues, such as food or social media. I'm still slowly working my way out of social media. Great to see all the progress, although I'm not healed and still recovering. I could relapse at any minute...
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    A second chance

    Thank you! It's been a journey getting here! And you are right, these difficulties too shall pass, the healing process continues:))) Cheers
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    A second chance

    Hi guys. Today it's 92 days I haven't used P. It's the longest streak I've had since I was a little kid, and I'm grateful for it. I'm definitely not cured. I'm still struggling with urges and fetishes, but I hope that this long streak will help and the trend will continue. Also, I'm...
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    A second chance

    Thanks for checking out @the_mountain_goat ! I've been okay. I still feel very weak, I'm realizing I'm really not okay, and I need some serious help. Today I spoke with my psychiatrist, and I'm on a waiting list for specialized mental care. I still go to university and to work, but I'm trying...
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    Time to End This Once and For All

    It seems like you need to find a way of relieving tension and stress! Good luck man, and congrats on almost 90 days.
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    A second chance

    Hopefully yes! Let's see
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    A second chance

    Oh, btw, I have another job and I start next week! Seems an alright job!
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    A second chance

    Hi guys! I'm doing a bit better. I'm talking with my family and friends, and looking for professional help, I've realised that I cannot continue going like I've been going for the past years. I'm very depressed and that needs to take care of, because it's slowly killing me. Quite literally. I...
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    Believe in the Process

    It's great to hear a 12 step program is working for you! Good luck
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    A second chance

    Thanks!
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    A second chance

    Yes, unfortunately yes :(1
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    A second chance

    Hi guys. Yesterday I got fired at my work, so I'm going under a lot of stress at the moment. I'm trying to cope with it and to be more self compassionate about it. I don't have an easy sittuation, I have mental health problems, I'm alone in a strange country and I'm trying my best. Today I...
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    A second chance

    Hello guys. In ten days I will be two months without P! I'm not counting some minor relapses, but still. I feel I'm breaking free from it. I still have anxiety problem and exhautasion, but I'm taking care of it and asking gor help. I have a meeting programed with my student counselor to re...
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    Starting Fresh

    Hey man, how are you doing? Good luck with everything! I know it's very hard to redirect all that energy, I have the same problem. Some days I cannot even stand still, I feel all this energy in my guts, which kinda freaks me out. Maybe, we should learn to redirect it to something else. But I...
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    A second chance

    Hey guys, hanging in there. I've had some anxiety problems lately. Very strong emotions that pop out and are difficult to manage. It's not easy, but I have to say that I'm managing them the best Incan, and I think I'm doing a good job doing so. I've always had this kind of problems and it feels...
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    A second chance

    They are alright. I made a trip to visit my friends, so that helped me a lot. Now that I'm back home I still have urges when I'm in bed. I have to watch out for that. Maybe to get out of bed as soon as I notice the urges, and not indulging in them can work. I think I also need to rewire to...
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