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DAY 25- Life has been Lif-ing these last couple of days, me and the family took a trip this weekend that had me occupied , good thing yeah? However I nearly failed , again as with my Journal on day 18 , the triggers , the triggers come on I peak for a couple seconds and catch myself . The goal...

Day 18- few triggers on the internet that had me peek for a few seconds before I caught myself . I’ve been doing this a while now to come to the conclusion that the internet is your enemy if you are fighting this addiction. You can use every tool to avoid it , re build your algorithm, get apps...

Day 15- happy that I have finally made it to two weeks without PMO, me and the wife had sex on day 13 , actually been looking forward to that for weeks . I would say this , porn really really fries your brain , I have not been getting that high from porn anymore and the unbelievable sexual...

Day 12- going strong , urges as usual but nothing I’m actually giving into , looking forward to actually having sex with my wife but been a horrible thanksgiving as we are all sick with a flu .

Day 9– I missed journaling in the last few days due to life and family . The last few days has been tough particularly day 7 and Day 8 and today of course , I am fighting on after making it to one week after a long time . My brain is fighting back , I know this but I’m not going to give in...

Day 4 - urges here and there nothing too much but enough to keep my mind wandering a little bit . Keeping on

Sure will !

Day 2 urges back … fighting through, not again, never again

As the the tittle suggests , I fought this demon for a year after I noticed early signs of PIED, I was successful, I felt good and over the moon that I overcame this years long addiction, in the last 6 months this has now reared its head again and no matter how much I tried I failed . I do not...

Day 133 today I realized I have reached the target I set for myself months ago . It’s a 133 days since I started this journey and I have a few things to get off my chest . 1. When I started this journey I was at a point where I didn’t think it was possible by any means to be free from...

I just did . Thanks for your contributions

Day 133 today I realized I have reached the target I set for myself months ago . It’s a 133 days since I started this journey and I have a few things to get off my chest . 1. When I started this journey I was at a point where I didn’t think it was possible by any means to be free from...

Day 118…. nothing new to report, everything is good and in tune .

Day 113 ( of not consuming pornography) Pretty smooth ride , a few random urges but like I stated I am at place in my brain where I desire no craving for Pornography. For the first in this journey I MO’d on Wednesday and I’ll say this , I felt great relief although I don’t have intentions to...

Oh I see what you mean, that makes sense !

Yes I had wet dreams , especially in the period I had a ridiculous high sex drive . I think even a few days ago I had another one not sure I remember all the details involved . I appreciate all the help I get from your words and would love to know how you mean it can guage ideal ejaculation...

Day 110?????????? I put the question marks here today because today for the first time since this journey began I touched my self and orgasmed. My libido returned today and boy was I feeling great discomforts in my balls from erection without release , I didn’t look at porn , my brain still...

thank you brother . Even I can’t believe it sometimes and some really really tough days In there , I still have challenges but everyday is a day closer to being completely free

DAY 109 I think my body is adjusting pretty fine so far . Healthy mind , healthy penis, I think right now I’m surviving on flash backs lol . But the beautiful thing about them is that it doesn’t make me crave for pornography . Pushing for day 130 now

DAY 104 The last one week has been pretty much easy , no sudden urges , no off the roof libido etc . Could be one of those weeks or my body is adjusting to the routine now . Whichever way I’m truly happy with this journey that I’ve been on for 104 days. Onto day 130