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  1. Blondie

    36, PIED, new plan

    lol I figured as much. I was just having fun. Maybe I'll check it out.
  2. Blondie

    Porn is not an option

    Wow, I will have to read that tonight! Thanks man. That would seem to align very much with my own experiences. It's crazy how we forget what is "normal" when we've been doing something unhealthy for such a long time.
  3. Blondie

    36, PIED, new plan

    I haven't read Easy Peasy, maybe I should? I like your resolve and your putting porn use in the past tense. That is very logical logicprox!
  4. Blondie

    Porn is not an option

    Day 123 I've been having strange dreams recently since getting off porn. This always happens and I find it so fascinating why I don't have dreams, or at the very least, don't remember them when I'm looking at porn. The brain is a crazy place, I'm just happy it's healing itself.
  5. Blondie

    No idea where to begin, so I’ll just start

    Welcome! If you truly want this, and I mean really want this, you can completely eliminate porn out of your life forever. You might make a few mistakes here and there, but you can rise higher and higher if you learn from them and press on. You've taken the first big step just realizing and...
  6. Blondie

    Up and down ED

    I know what you mean, and I agree. I prefer cumming to tugging any day! With time, that should improve. Nice job!
  7. Blondie

    24year old guy with PIED

    You're doing great man! 81 days, quite the accomplishment I tell you. "I'm just letting the nature do its work". This is the key to our universe. Let's keep it natural! Real ladies, real flesh, real beautiful experiences, all else is just vacuous pixels.
  8. Blondie

    Amor Fati (Recovery Journal)

    How are you doing today Jswizz?
  9. Blondie

    To anyone reading this

    "Tomorrow will be the most beautiful day of this courageous man's life. His breakfast will taste better than any meal you and I have ever tasted." A daily Tyler Durden inspirational quote never does anyone harm. But truly, you're standing on the threshold of a new beginning by your bravery of...
  10. Blondie

    Porn is not an option

    Day 122 When looking at my counter at Fortify last night, I realized that my last streak was actually 129 days. Thus, I have another week until I beat that record. Victory is within my grasp!
  11. Blondie

    36, PIED, new plan

    You're killing Logic! The mind is a crazy thing when getting over its addictions! Keep staying strong and showing it who's boss.
  12. Blondie

    Becoming the person I need to be

    That's beautiful to hear man. I'm really happy for you!
  13. Blondie

    Porn is not an option

    Day 121 Yesterday was really fucking crazy. On one hand, it started off great, but most of the day was terrible, and I didn't realize why until about 6 o'clock in the evening. I can honestly say I was having some extreme withdrawal symptoms, and in ways I haven't felt since I "officially" quit...
  14. Blondie

    Amor Fati (Recovery Journal)

    Keep kicking ass man. I'm glad the results turned out well.
  15. Blondie

    36, PIED, new plan

    Keep killing it! And yes, it's great to realize we have complete control over ourselves in every thought or action. Leaning into our stress, is often the best remedy to relieve it.
  16. Blondie

    Amor Fati (Recovery Journal)

    Hey man, I have a busy day today so I'll make this short. First, great job on 37 days clean! That is fucking awesome! Sorry to hear about your stress concerning the possible test results, but whatever happens, you can handle it, I know you can. And remember, however the results turn out, your...
  17. Blondie

    Porn is not an option

    Day 120! I finally made it 120 days! It's been a long time since I've been this far. I feel very happy today, but I also feel cautious and stoic in a way; because as they say, pride comes before the fall. I'm proud of my achievement, but I know I have a long ways to go yet in my full recovery...
  18. Blondie

    Porn is not an option

    Day 119 I've had a busy day so far, which is a good thing. Nothing much to say today, except that I'm looking forward to tomorrow. I'm almost there!
  19. Blondie

    24 days in and emotionally distraught

    First of all, great job on going 24 days without porn. Nice! And yes, the rage is completely normal when you (or your brain) has broken up with its digital harem. Give it time, this too shall pass. As far as the other issue is concerned, it's hard to know at this time what exactly is going on...
  20. Blondie

    Porn is not an option

    Good job man. I've been there, and it sucks. I'm still working through that shit right now. Yes, porn is never, no matter how bad your day, the answer! Keep up the fight!
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