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  1. Takeoff

    The Porn Takeoff

    Thanks for your kind words, MonadoBoy. I hope you're doing better now too! Right now, I'm on Day 47 of no MO, however, during that time I still watched P a few times. When it comes to no P, the long streaks since the 1st of February were: 14, 9, 8, 6, 5. Never had to reset the counter more than...
  2. Takeoff

    The Porn Takeoff

    Day 4 This morning when I got up and looked at my eyes in the mirror I found that my eyes already look better, more alive. For me this is the first thing noticable as semen retention progresses. They keep getting more and more of a glassy (?) look as the streak goes on. Every night, when I...
  3. Takeoff

    The Porn Takeoff

    Thanks. I'm doing good so far.
  4. Takeoff

    The Porn Takeoff

    Thanks, Phineas. What I thought about is the fact I can still achieve a long long streak this year. I could even make it being 333 days sober until the next year. That's another way to think about it. On my way to it:]
  5. Takeoff

    The Porn Takeoff

    so.. I didn't count the days but I think the streak lasted for a week. I got triggered so hard that it's day 0 now. It's a lot harder for me than it was before, as I only have to do it for myself right now. I felt like shit throughout the last days (for the last 3 years every beginning of a year...
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    I need to up my game.

    You're doing great man, keep going! Think about it, not many days more will pass and you'll be halfway toward making it for 50 days q: Yeah, definitely my brother. We both know that it's about changing the lifestyle big time. I believe in you
  7. Takeoff

    The Porn Takeoff

    I decided to restart the counter on the day I wrote my last post, as I've seen P that morning. Definitely wouldn't feel fair. no M, no O, as I've said before. So I'm at the end of day 3 now. Even before the streak ended I knew that I shouldn't be hard on myself if I relapse, but I still found...
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    38 - Virgin - Depressed - PIED? PLEASE HELP ME!

    I don't see a point in disagreeing with facts - see the links down below. I don't like when people seem to be trolling, and you've just posted the same sentence about sex addiction not being a real thing but rewritten a bit 3 times in 2 separate posts. Same case with the shit about the forum...
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    38 - Virgin - Depressed - PIED? PLEASE HELP ME!

    bullshit, anything can become an addiction. seems like you're trying to deny it just to push your idea further. what you just said is a paraphrase from what most people say about pornography addiction. "ye sure heroin becomes an addiction, but visiting pornhub is not an addiction my friend"
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    38 - Virgin - Depressed - PIED? PLEASE HELP ME!

    Honestly I'd rather lose virginity later than I did, if it meant I would be then able to have successful sex. I lost my virginity at 16 but at the time I was completely desensitized and still in a full-blown pornography addiction which caused PIED. It was what made me realize that pornography is...
  11. Takeoff

    Cam Girl Addiction: From Financially Savvy to Buried in Debt

    I've been following your journal and you're doing great now bro, keep it up! One good way to get through this is to spend some of the time on some outdoor activities or working out, maybe running if you like it... something that will take a bit of your time. And the time is definitely not going...
  12. Takeoff

    The Porn Takeoff

    I've blocked almost every porn site I ever used (just in case) and Twitter on my PC through system files, it simply refuses connection with them. I will have time to rethink it 10 times before I access such content the next time. Now I need to think of a solution for my phone and I'll be set...
  13. Takeoff

    The Porn Takeoff

    How I wish I was strong enough right now not to... Despite it being 3 am for me, I just got up. And tomorrow I start over with the drug detox... I will elaborate. I couldn't fall asleep after what I described before happened. I've tried. A few minutes ago this shit came to my head and it was...
  14. Takeoff

    The Porn Takeoff

    The addicted mind is trying to fuck with me right now suggesting I could get back to it since I've already seen some, or maybe even restart since it's only been 4 days! yeah, right - I'm sure y'all know this pattern. I'll try to get some sleep.
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    I need to up my game.

    Being addicted to multiple drugs sucks man, I know how it is. You can do it, I've been sober from 'conventional' drugs since 29th of December myself. Let's stay strong
  16. Takeoff

    The Porn Takeoff

    I wish it was softcore. and about the social media thing - yeah, I deactivated Facebook and uninstalled Snapchat like 2 weeks ago already I think. I've been gone from twitter for months until recently, and on Instagram I only have my real life friends and only sometimes check their posts/stories...
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    How Shall We Escape?

    I agree, unless MO works as a trigger for PMO and if it helps abstaining from P then I'd say it's a really good solution. but from my experience MO can be a trigger because it winds up the libido for me. For days. Hell yeah, it's definitely a good thing. You can do it man.
  18. Takeoff

    Dude Reboot

    Exactly, and the desensitization goes away too. Since this way my longest streak so far and the ones before it were no longer than 30-something days, it took abou 50 days until I really started feeling better and noticed myself only very rarely thinking about such thing as pornography. It was...
  19. Takeoff

    The Porn Takeoff

    yeah, fuck me it's the end of day 4. just 1 hour ago I was feeling really good and thought to myself that I no longer feel any misery after the relapse, that I'm doing really good now and it's gonna be easier and easier now and then... a friend sent me some twitter post & i scrolled a bit since...
  20. Takeoff

    Dude Reboot

    first days are always the worst from my experience and I'm currently on day 3 after a 121 days streak so I know how you feel. I'm trying my best to stay hardmode now again as it worked the best for me and I think it does for many people... good luck, keep busy with something to make it easier.
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