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    Porn is not an option

    I need this post like in my house and in a frame. There's so much truth to this. There is nothing good I see this stuff bringing. Grappling with it is hard, but yeah - I am doing nothing wrong by staying abstinent from porn.
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    Rising From the Ashes

    This point in my reboot, I feel worse than I did before trying to quit but still going.
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    Rising From the Ashes

    Thanks Blondie. Yeah, it's like when I wake up in the morning I feel some morning glorry, but when I get out of bed and start my day that is it - unless I am extremely relaxed. Anxiety of course is an erection killer. So I need to keep myself on taking out my anxiety.
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    Rising From the Ashes

    You sound like a season vet who has overcome this.
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    Rising From the Ashes

    When I am out at the store or around tow, I find myself obsessively checking myself with other women to see if I will get an erection on site. It never happens. That is what causes my own negative feedback loop. I also saw the girl who I was on a date with who caused my meltdown recently and...
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    Rising From the Ashes

    Good morning, everyone, today is day 15 of no pmo for me. I had a great session with my therapist last night in my EMDR therapy. I really started to unravel some thoughts and get to what is causing me my anxiety. A lot of what I voiced here. In doing so, I was able to come up with a new...
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    Pride and joy

    You can do it. You are so strong and have a partner supporting you. We all love you. Keep it up.
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    Rising From the Ashes

    Today is Day 14 and I notice my penis tissue is just not sensitive. I pmo'd for years with no lubricant. I just feel like shit now. Is life even worth it? So I notice that whenever I have been doing this lately, once I am stopping PMO my anxiety goes way high. I don't have a clue as to...
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    Day 13: my testosterone isnt great, I'm in a constant state of anxiety and I feel like I have...

    Day 13: my testosterone isnt great, I'm in a constant state of anxiety and I feel like I have ruined my life. I dont know what to do. I am trying to move forward but depression and anxiety crushes me. I want to be happy. I want this PIED fixed.
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    Rising From the Ashes

    Do I move somewhere else? Stay in my city (which i hate). Get on testosterone therapy or trust the process? i have been depressed and filled with anxiety. I really don't know what to do. My mind is going crazy.
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    Road to happiness i suppose

    I like your strategy and I even just went to a urologist and am in therapy.
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    Rising From the Ashes

    I'm 33 years old and will be 34 soon. I put a lot of pressure on myself and I don't think that is fair to me.
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    Rising From the Ashes

    Today is Day 13 of no pmo
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    Rising From the Ashes

    I spoke with my Urologist today who is going to prescribe a low dose of cialis to me and also get blood checked. We will also be checking prolactin levels in blood work too. Praying for things to get better.
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    Rising From the Ashes

    It is, yes. I'm also in my feelings a lot. I have nit replaced the addiction with anything and I work from home a lot too.
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    Rising From the Ashes

    For me? A lot. I stand out from everyone near me. I'd be a joke to my family and people who knew me.
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    Rising From the Ashes

    I have read YBOP but I'm not sure if mine is porn related or just my preference I am hiding. I really dont know. Bigger women I have been attracted to ALL my life and slender women Idk. I feel dead. If I am with one I dont feel anything. At the same time, I am very very embarrassed about...
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    Rising From the Ashes

    Today is 12 days of no PMO.
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    Rising From the Ashes

    This is very interesting. I am definitely in a bit of a major panic mode because of this. I'm seeing another doctor next month and I will seen what he says. He seems to be very well educated with sexual dysfunction, anxiety, ocd and porn and sex addictions.
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    Rising From the Ashes

    You felt that?
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