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  1. J

    working on it

    I broke after going out tonight, it happens but going back on immediately, not taking a break again
  2. J

    working on it

    day 4 done was sorta edging this morning but still holding, my goal is to improve my decision making and how I respond in situations and anxiety
  3. J

    working on it

    day 3 done did some meditation still feel inclined but not doing it
  4. J

    working on it

    day 2 done once again feels like a drug that is mad at me im not using it again
  5. J

    working on it

    trying this again day 1 done
  6. J

    working on it

    day 1 done even though im relapsing I am still posting
  7. J

    working on it

    day 1 done, will read easypeasy method soon
  8. J

    working on it

    finished day 2 but relapsed
  9. J

    working on it

    thank you, end of day 1 again
  10. J

    working on it

    day 1 complete again slight depression, but also feel more purposeful than usual, probably more than necessary I notice when I do relapse it's been when work gets stressful or just get bored (two ends of spectrum)..
  11. J

    working on it

    thank you that's a good idea
  12. J

    working on it

    ive gone off the wagon recently and noticed myself getting SUPER IRRITABLE it's funny bc it[s the same exact feelings I had when I started on day 1-3 and was super irritable, expect now it's because I keep relapsing!! Like too much sugar or something This is a good sign for me that my body WAS...
  13. J

    working on it

    biggest trap times are right before bed and waking up by far. both relapses were at those times. something to take note of
  14. J

    working on it

    been VERY tough lately but done with day 1 Biggest issue is both relapses have been with real life instances (not porn related at all) but I've started reading the book's last 40% and talking about brain rewiring and edging and will continue to try. im not sure how long I will go but I will...
  15. J

    working on it

    relapse at end of day 8 back to 0 again odd how around same time, again outside circumstances
  16. J

    working on it

    almost done with day 8 but man getting major urges again guess my body just needs to burst around this time, let's see what happens
  17. J

    working on it

    day 7 done onto day 8 Becoming way less of an issue as a lot of my issues were from certain kinks which I still have in real life but are not causing me to miss out on LIVING real life. this has been so good for my motivation, I'm way more social and physically active since starting this...
  18. J

    working on it

    day 6 done onto day 7. still feel motivated, but feels tough it doesn't seem to be leading to results for me in real world which was my goal for this. I had a great opportunity last Saturday I messed up so if that can happen that'd be great for this weekend
  19. J

    working on it

    thank you. day 5 done, onto day 6 just back to sadness and regret. I think this is messing with my decision making (or at least when I relapsed) but I just feel frustrated
  20. J

    working on it

    tough day today LOL realizing it's mainly a crutch and like a drug if that makes sense the main thing is how much more motivated I am. scary I didnt start this earlier
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