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  1. SoberRich

    Close to the Edge

    A lot of isolating this morning (working swing shift) while I am cleaning my office at home. Don't go to Reddit, Don't go to Reddit, Don't go to Reddit!
  2. SoberRich

    A Radical, Possibly Heretical, Thought?

    I am just going to go out and say it. It sounds almost heretical but the longer I keep it bottled inside the worse it gets. [Bear in mind I am only 2 days sober of porn, so it is quite possible that I have no idea what I am talking about, and also I have never had PIED]. I always had...
  3. SoberRich

    Close to the Edge

    Trigger Warning!!! You've been warned! Checking in on day 3, 2 days down of no porn. It sounds about right. My head feels like a mental health ward right now. The cravings are SO BAD! All of the light bulbs and messages shooting through my brain saying "Must see TITS!" "Must see women!"...
  4. SoberRich

    Close to the Edge

    Checking in on day 2 clean of porn. 1 day down. But I can usually handle one day. I was out of the house today at "work", if I can call the convenience store where I am right now until I finish my professional diploma "work". I am back home now and just going to write a little here, check...
  5. SoberRich

    Close to the Edge

    Just slipped. I am ashamed. Can't even make it a day now. I will open the porn books I have and start reading through them. I will try to do some more journaling tomorrow.
  6. SoberRich

    How do you guys use the internet?

    I'm interested in how fellow porn addicts use the internet responsibly for legitimate purposes, such as studying, looking up recipes, etc. I know a lot of people use porn blocking software, but unfortunately we don't have much room in the budget for that at the moment so I have to go without...
  7. SoberRich

    Close to the Edge

    Just slipped. I'll be back once I've nuked my internet history. *sigh* I have to find a way out. Sobriety from alcohol: 46 days Sobriety from porn: 0 days.
  8. SoberRich

    Close to the Edge

    Checking out 3 days sober of porn. Sobriety from alcohol: 46 days Sobriety from porn: 3 days
  9. SoberRich

    Close to the Edge

    Checking in at 12:19 am, about to go to bed. Completed one day sober. Will be back tomorrow. Sobriety from alcohol: 44 days Sobriety from porn: 1 day
  10. SoberRich

    Close to the Edge

    I just slipped. Back to 0. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.
  11. SoberRich

    Close to the Edge

    Evening Check in Sobriety from alcohol: 40 days Sobriety from porn: 1 day; on day 2 Rich
  12. SoberRich

    Close to the Edge

    Morning check in on day 1. I had an amazing AA meeting this morning. It was just such a powerful, spiritual conversation. Today I give myself and my life over to a God of my understanding. I have done the 7th step prayer. I do need to do some job applications today. I will make sure to...
  13. SoberRich

    Close to the Edge

    Back to the drawing board. Better luck tomorrow!
  14. SoberRich

    Close to the Edge

    GAHHHHHHHH!!! Just got back from AA and I already failed at my goal at not using social media (I got on Reddit). But I WON'T USE PORN!!! I am closing Reddit as we speak, deleting my internet history AGAIN, and going to start over. This is so annoying. But at least I didn't PMO or drink. Rich
  15. SoberRich

    Close to the Edge

    I binged yesterday afternoon and last night so everything is fresh in my mind. On the subject of the having permission to look think. I think that having that tacit permission to look, both through being in a romantic relationship, but also within every moment with that person is paramount. That...
  16. SoberRich

    The looking 👀 thing

    I binged yesterday afternoon and last night so everything is fresh in my mind. On the subject of the having permission to look think. I think that having that tacit permission to look, both through being in a romantic relationship, but also within every moment with that person is paramount...
  17. SoberRich

    Close to the Edge

    Morning check in. Yesterday was my day off and unfortunately I binged to porn all afternoon, so I am back to the starting line. Sobriety from alcohol: 36 days Sobriety from porn: on day 1
  18. SoberRich

    Close to the Edge

    Morning check in. Vacation was good, and now I am back home. Sobriety from alcohol: 31 days Sobriety from porn: 5 days
  19. SoberRich

    Close to the Edge

    Morning check in. Day 2 of abstaining from porn. I will not be able to get on the computer for the next couple of days, as my wife, kid and I will be out of town at Disney World for the next two days. Two days to forget our problems! I will be calling my sponsor daily, as I won't be able to...
  20. SoberRich

    Close to the Edge

    Morning check in at 9:14 am. Went to AA this morning and end up sharing on the topic. I am feeling good so far. I will check in later tonight. Absolutely no Reddit or any form of social media. I just forced myself not to comment on a Youtube video I just watched (non porn, not middle...
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