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  1. swimmer97

    my journey, 25, male, PMO since ~11, 100% ED, done with this shit forever, it did enough harm

    Day 109 flatline feeling little bit bored/lonely right now -> i dont have urges but i realize that in this state i usually opened up the poison back in the days
  2. swimmer97

    my journey, 25, male, PMO since ~11, 100% ED, done with this shit forever, it did enough harm

    Day 107 There is light at the end of the tunnel. Recent nights i was dreaming about vanilla stuff, not even vanilla sex, more soft stuff like cuddling and coming closer. My fetishes are fading, and it feels great. Doing more sport and eating healthy is improving my progess way more than i...
  3. swimmer97

    my journey, 25, male, PMO since ~11, 100% ED, done with this shit forever, it did enough harm

    Day 101 Im little bit wasted/hangover from last night. Usually this is the most dangerous time for me to relapse. Happily i just had a really small urge and now it's all fine.
  4. swimmer97

    Hullo Darkness

    Agree with GBS. You have to decide yourself if porn is something you want in your life or not. Its like fast food. It sure as hell tastes good in the short term... In case you start a new run, keep us updated, you got this 💪
  5. swimmer97

    my journey, 25, male, PMO since ~11, 100% ED, done with this shit forever, it did enough harm

    Day 100 Wow. Already 100 days passed without porn. This feels great. Time to draw some conclusions so far: I feel way better mentaly, i notice that the real deal is actual women in real life. Porn is fake and unhealthy (at least for me). I feel way more motivation in my job, sport...
  6. swimmer97

    20 Something Reboot

    220 days is impressive. Keep it going 💪
  7. swimmer97

    Porn is not an option

    GZ my man. What a run.
  8. swimmer97

    my journey, 25, male, PMO since ~11, 100% ED, done with this shit forever, it did enough harm

    Day 99 another Wet Dream shortly before waking up. i know that WDs are normal during reboot. only thing that worries me is that im dreaming about my porn fetishes. hope this will go away at some point. i feel like i got a little chaser effect from this WD. last weeks i had a flatline but...
  9. swimmer97

    my journey, 25, male, PMO since ~11, 100% ED, done with this shit forever, it did enough harm

    New Goal: Current metrics: Weight: 78,35kg // LBM: 66,10kg // Body Fat: 15,7% Goal: Weight: 73,5kg // LBM: 64kg // Body Fat: 13% Time it will take according to calculation: 9weeks
  10. swimmer97

    my journey, 25, male, PMO since ~11, 100% ED, done with this shit forever, it did enough harm

    Day 98 -feeling good -no MW tho -somehwat flatline today i had a moment while waking up where i felt really bad -> was thinking how much time i wasted and how i missed out on maybe a great sex live so far and maybe also possible girlfriends that my porn consume and the (induced?) fetishes...
  11. swimmer97

    Finally posting

    dont be too hard to yourself my friend. its normal. its human. stand up and continue with your jouerny. you slipped but you are not starting at 0.
  12. swimmer97

    I’m a new girlfriend— he has DE— what to do?

    i agree with sammyjio, try to convince him to quit and recover. You can offer him to support him during that journey which is huge. i wish i would have someone that helps me with "rewiring". If he does not want to better himself and is ignorant about all this, you have to decide yourself if you...
  13. swimmer97

    my journey, 25, male, PMO since ~11, 100% ED, done with this shit forever, it did enough harm

    Day 97 feeling good when i was waking up/half asleep i was shortly craving my fetishes -> quickly tried to think of something different and was able to overcome this small urge later had a full natural morning wood erection -> feels very good especially since im in a flatline currently and...
  14. swimmer97

    my journey, 25, male, PMO since ~11, 100% ED, done with this shit forever, it did enough harm

    Thank you Blondie for reading my journal! Feels good
  15. swimmer97

    my journey, 25, male, PMO since ~11, 100% ED, done with this shit forever, it did enough harm

    Day 96, still being a little bit worried because of my wet dream from 17.09.2022 night in which i was dreaming about my fetish fantasis. On the other hand i read 2 recent success storys from 2 people my age with exact same fetishes that were able to find success. This gives me huge motivation...
  16. swimmer97

    Age 25 - Femdom Addiction Conquered!

    Hi mate, congrats on the win!! Since i have the exact same fetish + same age your post gives me big time motivation. Im currently 95days without porn + 55 days without M. Whish you all the best for future as well. Keep us updated!
  17. swimmer97

    (26y/o) After 10 years of PIED and femdom porn adiction, finally cured!

    Hi SiliconValley. Thank you so much for this post. Your Post gives me huuuuge motivation. Congrats on the Win here!! The thing is that im nearly the same age like you (25) and i have the EXACT same fetishes. I quit porn 95 days ago. No fap since 55days. I hope i can get hard/aroused as well...
  18. swimmer97

    Hullo Darkness

    Since quitting porn do you also recognize improvements in your mental health? Do you feel more motivation?
  19. swimmer97

    my journey, 25, male, PMO since ~11, 100% ED, done with this shit forever, it did enough harm

    i agree. relying on shame isnt the right path. i m actually not relying on shame, what i said above was maybe a bit misleading. i do no longer want porn in my life. Main motivations are the mentioned goals of mine + the insane improvments that i already recognized on my overall mental state. I...
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