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    Still no improvements. But as i thought my situation is different and porn is not the only variable here. Losing hope unfortunately
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    Dont know precisely but more than one month, less than two
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    Hi guys, still no improvements here. Sex is a distant memory. I miss when i made love with my fiancee last year. I really wish i could go back there or anyway i hope those moments will get back sooner or later. As i mentioned i had a lot going on in my life and probably this is not the right...
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    Yes I know I should be grateful for the little improvements but life doesnt wait for you and now i am totally useless sexually
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    Losing some hope reading here and there about guys in flatline for years and feeling they are incurable. I woke up with some inconsistent boners these days and i kinda "cried" feeling my penis so weird with the head not full of blood. The only good thing is that all these years i woke up with no...
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    Thank you very much, Blondie. I am using this days to read and get educated about porn problems. I got to know what Dr. Carlo Foresta said :"recovery is possible within a few months"... I hope so. These days I woke up with a timid erection that lasted a couple of minutes. I am far far away from...
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    Thanks for letting me know. I didnt escalate that much either but it seems i was vulnerable. Who knows
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    Thank you, Blondie, for your wise words. As I said I am thinking at those times when I had pretty normal sex with her but then stupidly relapsed. I want to think at those times as something I could reach again (again, sorry if i cant express properly but English is not my mother tongue)...
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    Thank you for the chance to talk. Well, it is also a little bit embarassing for me being older and maybe stupid because I should have known better that porn was harming. Younger guys have the inexperience by their side but me, in my 40's? What was I thinking masturbating to porn? I feel ashamed...
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    Thank you, I am reading it now. I am actually pretty scared... i had a dream tonight where I had sex but as I woke up I am totally non responsive. As I mentioned early maybe my issues are not all porn related but porn is definitely an issue
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    Thank you for your words of entouragement. I wish Anna Lembke was right when she said "one month of abstinence will do the job" but I guess it will take a lot longer. I won't bother you guys with my rants though. I just hope to feel good soon
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    Thank you for your kind reply. I guess in my situation a lot has to do with anxiety and distress but I guess that giving up porn will only bring good things in my life. If it won't treat everything it will at least take care of all porn related problems. I still dont know if my low libido is...
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    Hi everyone, before I start with this thread I apologise for my English. I hope everything I will write it will make sense. I guess I am older than many of you here as I am a 45 years old man. I had a very troubled life with an abusive (unfortunately even sexually) and traumatic childhood, rough...
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