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  1. Artemus

    This has to stop. I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength

    We're here if you need us and you've blessed me as well.
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    Walking on the Water

    The last 2 years are like none I ever thought I'd live thru. For years I'd heard theories, rumors and even so called prophecies that there were some who wanted to take over and rule the world. I believed a lot of those predictions, but at the same time I never thought society would just lay...
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    Did I relapse?

    Best advice I ever received was if you have doubts about what your doing/done then you shouldn't be doing it. Obviously since you are questioning your actions, then deep down you know that Facetime mutual MO is in effect a "P-sub" and should not be done if you are serious about rebooting. I'm...
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    Porn stories

    What you are describing is what's called a, "P-sub" or "Porn substitute". P-sub's can be anything from R rated movies with simulated scenes and nudity, to hardcore rap music, to erotic literature or even your own fantasies. Anything that excites you in a sexual way should be off limits, IF you...
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    Walking on the Water

    Thanks, Fella's. The one caviat I would make in reguard to filters and image blockers is this. If you are new to Rebooting/Repenting from PMO and you are deep in the pit, lost in a loop of, "Wash, Rinse, Repeat" then I think using a filter or blocker as a sort of, "fire break" I think is...
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    Walking on the Water

    Day 30, No PMO. I've rebooted before if you've read my previous journals, my longest stretch was 128 Days with the combined use of a porn filter and a image filter. The problem was that during that run I was not unlike a caged wild animal, technically I wasn't looking at porn or masturbating...
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    Walking on the Water

    I now have 52 years on the clock, at times I wish I could go back to my 16 year old self and plug in my 52 year old brain. I quite possibly could rule the world. LOL I have fantasized about time travel and if I had a single date I could go back to and do over, but then you risk possibly not...
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    Walking on the Water

    Today I wanted to share an anti-PMO strategy I've been using and it seems to work pretty good. Its a simple mental trick based in scripture and a bit from Sherlock Holmes. Scripture lays out the fact that the battle we fight begins in the mind, our thoughts. To win this mental battle we are...
  9. Artemus

    Thanks for all your hard work and dedication.

    Thanks for all your hard work and dedication.
  10. Artemus

    This has to stop. I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength

    Amen. Its so easy to get caught up in our own feelings and let things take their course, which usually ends badly. I'm still praying for you and your wife and that God will continue to change our hearts, so that even the thought to peek is a disgusting event. I'm trying to live more...
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    Walking on the Water

    Agree 100%. I've been pondering what it is we need to do, as a country and a world to stop whats happening(NWO). I think I've boiled it down to 3 simple things we MUST do. 1. Confess & Repent. We must return to our first love in earnest, In truth I think we know as a country that prides...
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    Truer words have never been spoken.

    Truer words have never been spoken.
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    Walking on the Water

    Today's world, I think, can best be described as a maelstrom, a swirling, violent and mostly unpredictable place. The stress we feel is maddening and who couldn't use some relief. I discovered porn when I was 7 or 8, but I didn't develope the habit until I was 28 and found the internet. In...
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    This has to stop. I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength

    Sorry to hear about your wife and your dog. I'll definitely be keeping you both in my prayers.
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    Walking on the Water

    Its been a minute, today is "Good Friday" and I feel pretty good all things considered(Globally-Politically). Man the stress has been unbelievable, I mean the last 2 years especially, but ramping up from I'd say the end of 2007 when the market belly flopped and the housing market went into...
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    How Shall We Escape?

    Your post is both profound and wise, thank you for sharing it. Holiness indeed.
  17. Artemus

    This has to stop. I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength

    Prayers for your journey. Thank you for your support as well.
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    Walking on the Water

    I had a dream the other night, it was strange and it felt real. Like a lot of dreams the details were hazy and over time fade even more. Even with the lack of clarity I had the most profound feeling that it was a message of sorts, a warning if you will. All I can see is a counter on what...
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    Walking on the Water

    Hi All, Right after that last update, "we", me and my wife finally got CCP-19 and I got pneumonia as well, knocked me on my arse. I was coughing up blood and blowing it from my nose as well and barely able to walk short distances. By the time I saw the doc I was already 10 days sick because...
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    Walking on the Water

    Well its been about 2-1/2 months, I'm still hard at work everyday repair/remodel our old home so we can sell it. Everybody else wanted me to sell it as is, but it matters to me that my name will be on it(so to speak). The scripture about "doing unto others" always stuck with me and even though...
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