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  1. Ezel

    It ends here.

    You got this champ, there's no benefit in going back, only regret and shitty feelings. Stay the course ☺️😊.
  2. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    I'm in a flatline right now, i really don't feel any urges when it comes to porn or masturbation. I'm at peace with myself. Man, i love flatlines 😂😂. I really wish if it could go on like this forever, that way i won't have to battle the demons sleeping inside my brain when they wake up. I know...
  3. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Day 4, no po, no mo, (monk mode). Thanks GBS i needed to hear that, i was thinking 🤔 about this 3 months curse where I always relapse, i can only recall once when I reached 4 months of no pmo, telling myself you will never surpass 3,4 months and then back at it. But you are right, every day...
  4. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Day 3, no po, no mo, (monk mode).
  5. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Thanks my man, i will give it a shot. I appreciate your support. Keep doing your thing champ, God bless.
  6. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Day 2, no po, no mo (monk mode).
  7. Ezel

    One day is a time.

    YEAH BWOI, keep going my man, you got this champ 🏆🥇.
  8. Ezel

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    That's my BWOI, keep it up, i like your attitude, God bless 💪😎💯.
  9. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Day 1, no po, no mo (monk mode). Here we go again, wish me luck 🤞🍀.
  10. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Sorry guys I let you and myself down, i relapsed after 110 days of no pmo. I honestly can't comprehend how did it happen. After that I fell into A state of sorrow and dispair. And started thinking that I'm trapped in this closed cycle of (relapse, withdrawal, relapse) for life. What made it...
  11. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Day 110/200, no po, no mo (monk mode).
  12. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Day 109/200, no po, no mo (monk mode). Thanks @GBS. I'm delighted to hear that, I can tell that you are a good man with a good heart, bless you my man. Yesterday I fasted like i always do, it was a 14h of no food or water in my system, but the urges were all over my head, lucky me i kept...
  13. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Day 108/200, no po, no mo (monk mode).
  14. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Day 107/200, no po, no mo (monk mode). From now on i will always put my next goal in front of my eyes, that way i hope i can stay focused, that's why I updated my counter. When I accomplish my 200 days of no pmo, i will set up another new goal.
  15. Ezel

    Another story - probably the same as everyone else

    😂 Yeah I feel you my man, just hang in there, you got it.
  16. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Thanks Blondie, welcome back champ.
  17. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Day 106, no po, no mo (monk mode). Another wet dream this morning, two in a row. I guess what I saw two days ago has something to do with it, maybe 🤔 idk. Or it's just that when the tank is full, it's time for the release. Anyway i hope i will keep pushing forward and not let what happened...
  18. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Day 105, no po, no mo (monk mode). After over a month of waiting. finally, I had a wet dream this early morning, i didn’t know i had one till i woke up, usually, when I get one it will be so intense that it wakes me up in the middle of the night, but this one i had wasn’t like that, probably...
  19. Ezel

    Porn is not an option

    Good luck with your projects Blondie, come back when you're done.i knew something was off this past two days, that's why I checked in, sorry I'm late to the party, be blessed king 👑☺️.
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