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    36, PIED, new plan

    2 days. Slept with my phone in the other room like I told myself I would, and am gonna do that going forward. Work is nuts so I have basically no schedule right now. Worked till 2:30 AM last night, likely a repeat tonight. Should get very chill starting Saturday, so looking forward to...
  2. L

    36, PIED, new plan

    I woke up in the middle of the night on Sunday night and my brain was like halfway on. I pulled up some P on my phone and started to M for like 2 minutes and then set it down. But I'm not making any excuses, I reset my counter. Better to have a small number that holds me accountable than a big...
  3. L

    36, PIED, new plan

    6 days. Mood is higher off PMO, even for these short stretches. I always "know" this will be true. Somehow it still surprises me.
  4. L

    36, PIED, new plan

    Almost forgot to post. 5 days.
  5. L

    36, PIED, new plan

    4 days.
  6. L

    36, PIED, new plan

    3 days.
  7. L

    36, PIED, new plan

    2 days. Just when i was trying to establish a consistent routine, my work went insane lol. Gonna be 12-15 hour days + weekends for next week. On the bright side when would I have time for PMO? lol.
  8. L

    36, PIED, new plan

    1 day. Also stayed off tv/movies before bed. And made my bed yesterday and this morning ha.
  9. L

    36, PIED, new plan

    OK guys. I went out of town for work two days after my last post and I didn't do too hot while I was out of town. I didn't completely fall apart, and I haven't been on a PMO binge since then but I did have some slips after returning home too. I honestly just haven't gotten my focus back since...
  10. L

    36, PIED, new plan

    7 days.
  11. L

    36, PIED, new plan

    6 days. Late reporting but all good. Feeling a little triggered at this exact moment but I am just going to shower and get ready to go hang with a friend,
  12. L

    36, PIED, new plan

    Thanks Blondie, would prefer to just not slip lol, but better to keep getting up if not. 5 days. Hectic morning, forgot to check in earlier.
  13. L

    36, PIED, new plan

    4 days. Woke up horny and wanting to use this morning. Here instead. Thanks for the support all.
  14. L

    36, PIED, new plan

    3 days.
  15. L

    36, PIED, new plan

    2 days. So. I traveled for work a couple weeks ago, and there was a fair bit of drinking, work happy hours and such. Halloween parties brought more drinking. I have fallen off track after drinking enough times that it is now clear that it can be a trigger for me. I am figuring out what to do...
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    36, PIED, new plan

    I am back at 1 day. I MOed to some soft-ish material on Wednesday. But doesn't matter what the material is, obviously. Still fantasy nonsense, so I have reset. Didn't mean to skip posting that day, just have been busy the last couple of days. Disappointing but forward is all there is. Thursday...
  17. L

    36, PIED, new plan

    9 days. Kept pretty busy all day. PMO barely crossed my mind.
  18. L

    36, PIED, new plan

    8 days. Felt like using PMO a bunch of times last night, and woke up in the middle of the night and wanted to use again. I didn't. I kind of tore the mask off of my PMO use earlier this year. I used to feel like it was out of my control but that just simply isn't true. It's a choice. It's...
  19. L

    36, PIED, new plan

    7 days. Having oddly little to say recently. Probably because I haven't been implementing the lifestyle changes I should be. So I guess today is a good day to at least starting planning out what it should look like.
  20. L

    36, PIED, new plan

    6 days. Missing nothing.
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