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    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Day 10. The depression has hit today. Still no morning wood. My instrument isn't shrunken, but it's not acting like it's alive either.
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    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Keep going forward bro. You're stronger than you know.
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    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Feel like I'm in a flatline. No urges to pmo. Not even any urges to MO. My mind doesn't even wanna go there or have any type of fantasy. It's like someone pulled the plug. My instrument is just there. It's not doing anything. Got a bit of a random erection this morning but it quickly subsided...
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    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Hey buddy. Don't beat yourself up. Get back up, dust yourself off and keep going. You've inspired me ever since I came onto this forum. You made 90 plus days before. You can do that again. Every time I've relapsed, you've been right there with a word that lifted me up again. You've got this man...
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    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Keep going bro. Doing awesome.
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    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Just wanted to warn you all, last night I went on YouTube and searched "Gary Wilson porn interview". I wanted some insight and to see what they had on there to help. As I got to the bottom of the page, I saw some thumbnails that looked like YouTube porn. Yes, YouTube porn. I quickly got out of...
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    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    I'm finally beginning to understand that this is a lifestyle. Every day it's a choice of good and bad. Darkness and light. Happiness or loneliness. My best self or the version of me that will never reach his full potential. Every day I have the choice to pmo. However, I also have the choice to...
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    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Keep going man. You'll get to where you wanna be in time.
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    Finally, I'm doing this…

    How's the journey been going so far @Ezel? Any bad cravings or urges?
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    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Last night I had a thought, that I just need to throw my hands up, surrender and force myself to do this. The only way I will ever recover is if I just do it. No one will come along and do it for me. No one can give the effort in this other than myself. I will embrace the urges, because they are...
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    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    At this point, I feel like the severity of my pmo addiction has gone way down. In 2019, I would have said I was a 7 out of 10. After that, a 4 out of 10 and now, a 2 out of 10. I went almost 2 months completely point free last time. I did not flatline, nor did I have any mega urges. In fact, I...
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    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Morning chores ✔️ I didn't feel like doing them, but I did anyway. Looking forward to working out later as well. Had the urge to MO this morning, but I didn't. No more turning back for me. I can't afford it. My best self and life are now. I just have to want it bad enough to make the effort to...
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    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Just glad you're back man. You inspire me daily. The past is the past. What's important, is that you got back up and are ready to battle again. In the end, you will win and this addiction will lose.
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    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Thanks bro. I'm gonna get it one of these days. It's gonna feel amazing to get the shackles of pmo addiction off.
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    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    I have an addiction to PMO and I want to stop. I'm writing this to hold myself accountable on those days and nights when the urge comes up. I will never watch porn again. I will never orgasm again unless it's with someone I love deeply or my future wife. I will never again waste my time with...
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    Porn is not an option

    Thanks pal. Just gotta go day by day.
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    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Hope you're okay man.
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    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Day 1. No pmo hard mode. Last night I had a flashback that ended up turning into something I couldn't say no to. That's on me. I didn't put my best self forward in that moment and the old me came out. However, today is a new day. I have another chance to stop, to heal and to become my best self...
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    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Back to day 0 beginning tomorrow. Had a PMO relapse tonight. I've never felt so unsatisfied after watching something then I did tonight. I was free for almost 2 months, and after it was over I looked at myself and at my situation and thought "why am I doing this? This holds nothing for me...
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    Porn is not an option

    Legendary stuff on this thread. Definitely goals that you can look at to achieve on here.
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