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    One day at a time

    We I am back to square one again. I messed up and went back to an old Chatroom I frequented and got caught up in the same cycle of feeding the beast but I have come back here once again and I really need to end this and get my life figured out. I have been doing this for far to long wasting my...
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    Nick 2.0

    Congrats on 90 days and keep fighting!
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    One day at a time

    Day 5 and 6 have been good to me. I haven't pmo and been working so really its been a pretty easy couple of days with lots of things to keep me busy. It's typical for me to engage in porn more on my days off so those are the day I have to stay extra vigilant. I have recently started box...
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    One day at a time

    Day 4 is coming to a close and I am still doing well. Today was an easy day for me I spend the day with my girl and he 2 daughters. It was a great day and a nice break from the urges. I never had any issues on days I spend with them it's when u am home alone that I would binge on porn and...
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    My journey to be a better man.

    Awesome job and congrats on reaching 90 days. Just starting my journey you give me so much hope that maybe just maybe I can do this too. Good lucky on your next 90 days and working on other areas of your life! I wish you much success
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    One day at a time

    Well day 3 and today the urges were strong but I managed to pull myself away from them. I am staying focused and know this is only going to get worse before it gets better. I have been thinking a lot of all the time and money I have wasted feeding my brain it massive hits of dopamine. It's crazy...
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    This time I have to quit it for good!

    Congrats on day 4 you are doing great. Keep it going man!
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    One day at a time

    Thank you for your support. It's all about finding ways to cope and not giving in with the urges. I focus on the benefits of a life without porn. I know it would give me short term comfort but not the life I want for myself. We got this!
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    How Shall We Escape?

    Congrats on 4 You are so true about once you relapse its harder to get back on track. In April I did a 20 day streak of no pmo and relapsed since then i have been going in circles only reaching a maximum of 7 days without another relapse. I feel I am finally ready to break this cycle and I want...
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    One day at a time

    That's so very true and we must stay vigilant at all times. It's amazing how quickly things can escalate one second you think you are doing good and the next the urge strikes hard. This last relapse has me realizing I was entertaining some of these thoughts thinking they were harmless but in...
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    One day at a time

    Thank you for your kind words. That's the important part is that we keep coming back and keep fighting if we do stumble. Let's all do this together.
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    I need to up my game.

    Sorry to hear you are struggling and not feeling well on top of that. I hope you can stay strong embrace the suck and let it pass. Keep fighting and congrats on you success so far. Keep in mind porn may give you temporary comfort but remembering how it has hurt you long terms has been helping me...
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    I need to up my game.

    Awesome post brother and congrats on 40 days. You really hit it on the head with your thoughts on finding the tools within us. Keep fighting brother you are a fucking warrior!
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    One day at a time

    Day 2 no pmo and I am feeling good the urges are there but I know now they will pass. I have a new habit I am trying to end the images that pop into my head from time to time. I immediately think of a song any song and start singing in my head. I find it helps immediately changing my thoughts. I...
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    One day at a time

    You are totally right if we just keep repeating the same actions expecting a different result we will go in the same circle forever. I have done a lot or soul searching and it is time for me to end this cycle of relapsing. So here I am day 2 and this time I am going to fight harder then I ever...
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    One day at a time

    Day one and I am feeling good no pmo. It was a busy day for me and the urges haven't started yet but trust me my eyes are wide open and my guard is up. I know that they will strike out of the blue anytime. This time I want to beat this more then ever. Thank you all for you support and for...
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    One day at a time

    Thank you for your support. I always find you have a great perspective on things and you post make me realize that yes it is going to suck really fucking bad and yes there is hope that you can keep fighting. Every time I relapsed (this is relapse number 3) I have learned something and it helps...
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    One day at a time

    Thank you guitar I have been reading your journals as well as others and you have a lot to be proud of. Keep up the fight brother you have so much to gain by not giving in to the urges. I have learned a lot about my addiction and what to expect from my reboot from reading your stories and others...
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    One day at a time

    Thank you for your very kind word Phineas. You hit the nail right on the head and today for me was a day of reflection. I can either be bummed about my recent relapse or turn it into something helpful. Looking back I can see what led me down the path to relapse and learn from that. This is far...
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