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Yesterday motivation was down but I eventually dragged my ass to the beach and ran a 5k. By the end of the run, which was really a jog 🤣 I was pumped, and ready to take on the world (this is the high I get from running.) I used one of the boulders (coastal erosion protection, 3ft diameter) to...

"You're my, baby you're my favorite waste of time" Owen Paul I loved this song as a kid 🙂 just like porn was a favorite waste of time, so is unrequited love. I've been to both sides, neither have made me happy.

I do struggle at times with fleeting porn thoughts. I wonder if "my favourite actresses" have any new scenes and am I missing out on something awesome. I dont even want to think of their names to be honest. What's different for me was being with a real woman, and I do wonder how she feels now...

I thought giving up porn would be the greatest challenge of my life.....turns out its not. I have now been porn free 4 months, with no masturbation. I wasn't going to say this but I will. I was with a woman last night and I had tbh a great orgasm. It was so different to pmo. I'll elaborate a...

I went for dinner with friends tonight, I went home after the meal, while they went on to a bar. I have a run early in the morning but tbh I don't want to upset the apple cart, I feel good and its a sacrifice I make because I know drunk or hungover I am more vulnerable to porn. But I will tell...

I dont struggle with my mental health so much lately, I have ups and downs but i'd consider that kinda normal. I'll be honest, I've always tried to be honest here. I'm kinda horny lately, I think that's normal too. It has to be. I met my friend and we hugged. I wont lie, I felt her arse a few...

The last few days I have felt amazing. Rebooting is the key to a better you, a true you, and the opportunity for a better life. I normally don't hope, but I do dream 😍

I feel good the last few days, and I also have had urges, but I think cravings and urges may be slightly different. Now i've had cravings too but that happens when i feel empty and my brain will search and look for dopamine. It's not pretty. This is when I have to walk away. The urges seem...

I'm a big Guns N Roses fan, infact I love the band. But sometimes when I think of where I am with porn, i will think of these lyrics from Paradise City - Captain America's been torn apart Now he's a court jester with a broken heart He said "turn me around and take me back to the start" In...

I can feel myself slowly coming back to life. I love feeling good 🤩

@Blondie

@Blondie

I will have look and see I can find it for you @Blondie My understanding is that some people never truely quit 100%.They still look at sexual stimulating images every so often and can never truely recover. I am an example. While I haven't watched porn in soooo long, there was a time when...

Thank you @Blondie 🙂

Here's the thing... I am a very different pereon off porn. Over the last week despite cravings, despite ups and downs, I have been reacquainted with an old friend, my personality. My basic understanding of rebooting from Trish leigh is this - Stage 1 - give up 90 days Stage 2 - Rewiring...

Another thing I have learned is that while it may not feel like those cravings and thoughts will pass, i now know they do and sometimes you have no choice but to just hold on. What I can see is that when I get a flashback of porn (there are not too many to be honest and they are weak) but when...

Today is one of those days. This emptiness feeling is horrible, and this constant craving is well making me uneasy. I had a meeting this morning, fixed my sisters tumble dryer (belt was ripped) in the afternoon, then drove to the beach and cleaned the inside of my car. I lifted weights...

@Beautiful1973 This is something I will have to work at.

I know these moments pass 😔 what do they say again? The last mile is the loneliest.

I dont know what I want really. Its coming up on 4 months rebooting but i know that I can still struggle at times and can feel vulnerable and with so much energy going in to staying clean I am tired. Do I want a partner? Or do I just want sex? Do I even want sex? Do I just miss porn? Do I just...