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DAY 12 Missed two days to check in - gonna be careful to not loose my focus. The big issue is, I am so fucking low on energy again. I have not talked about this before, but by now, I am pretty sure I am suffering from Long Covid. I am battling this for 1.5 years now. It's ups and downs, but most...

DAY 09 Just a quick check in as I am already late with my meditation and should be in bed by now... All good today. No hard urges, still no fantasizing. 💪 Tomorrow I will have jome office. Hoping for a productive day.

DAY 08 All good. Mainly work today and exhausted in the evening. Feeling a bit discontent in the evening. But no real urges yet.

DAY 07 Morning wood came back today - like it always does really early in the reboot. Woke up several times between 4 and 7 am with a strong hard-on. Strange how this always happens so soon. Then a week or so later it vanishes again and did not yet come back in any of the reboot attempts. Not...

DAY 06 Had a chilled Sunday to reload the batteries. Just got a few more small things off my todo list. Trying to get everything done that's been on there for a while and is starting to bug me. Maybe I can clear all those left over todos form past weeks and months till the end of march. Reached...

DAY 05 All good today. Relaxed a bit in the sun. Got some things off my todo list. It was a good decision to return to the forum. Even if its only short check ins for now - it helps to keep the focus and get a new streak going. All the best and see you tomorrow!

I did not want to reincorporate MO anyway. Actually I am not only striving for a life without porn, but also for a life without MO. 6 years ago I would have said, that's crazy and inhumane. But now, I don't see any purpose in MO anymore. I have used M in a compulsive fashion as a child already...

Thanks Androg and TAN! DAY 03 Just checking in to keep myself accountable. Gonna head straight to bed, as I did get hardly any sleep last night because of a strange headache.

Hello all, it's day 2 for me... Unfortunately I relapsed on 26th of February after 54 days. After about 40 days of hardmode I gave in to MO. But it didn't stop there. I MOed 3 more times in the following 10 days and finally went full PMO. So right after the first MO everything went out of...

DAY 36 on my journey to being true to myself and unlocking my potential Haven't been on here for a while, but everything is still on track! I had a pretty good last week. Only on Sunday evening and throughout Monday my mood dropped, but now I feel way better again. Generally my mood is getting...

DAY 28 on my journey to being true to myself and unlocking my potential Still going strong in my hardmode reboot. My mood has been bit up and down the last few days and the urges to indulge in fantasy became a bit stronger. But still no interest in porn. I had the first work free weekend after...

DAY 24 on my journey to being true to myself and unlocking my potential The work-week is not yet over. But it's coming to an end and from then on, things should calm down. More free time might present new challenges. But let's see. Generally I am getting a bit bewildered and suspicious. There...

DAY 22 on my journey to being true to myself and unlocking my potential Met with some friends and had a nice evening. Tomorrow I will swap the left over stuff with my ex. Without contact. We exchanged a few long text messages in the past days. We don't have any good feelings for each other at...

Thanks Simon! You are right, avoiding Pornsubs ia definitely one of the biggest keystones to a successful reboot. One of my most dangerous subs was fantasizing. Mostly about real girls/affairs but usually spiced up with porn scenarios. But I think in my previous attempts over the last years...

DAY 19 on my journey to being true to myself and unlocking my potential I have not been posting as often as I planned. But the reboot is going well! I have not had many urges the last days and finally my mood improved a bit. Not yet in a stable good mood, but I have quite good and positive...

DAY 15 on my journey to being true to myself and unlocking my potential Just checking in to not miss two days in a row. The reboot is going well. Not many urges these days. But the mood keeps staying at the lowest of lows. With a feeling of how the future is ever going to get better. I'll hang...

DAY 13 on my journey to being true to myself and unlocking my potential not much to report today. Worked all day with a client by my side. In the evening some time to relax, do my meditation and watch the end of an NFL game. Now I'll head to bed. Another intense work day ahead tomorrow. Urges...

This feels so true! Despite only beginning, I can sense this already and am curious for more! (The guided meditations on "Waking Up" also focus a lot on a broad expanded mind. @TakeActionNow Thanks for all the input! At the moment I am loaded with work and are doing my meditations the familiar...

DAY 12 on my journey to being true to myself and unlocking my potential Today was a mediocre day. Mostly ok with a few bad hours. Overall I feel worse than expected. Because usually during the first two weeks of a serious reboot attempt I feel mostly motivated and optimistic. This time my mood...

Thank you @TakeActionNow, amusing soudns good and interesting! I will definitely check that out soon!