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  1. imsorrynotsorry

    My journal, my friend

    Hey guys, it's time i get back to you. The GF and the baby are still fine. We had a wonderful holiday in France at a campsite. And it was there that i first could feel the baby with my hand on the belly. In matters of PMO i think i'm good, most of the time. I had three days alone in the...
  2. imsorrynotsorry

    Rebooting trough self-parenting

    Hey EarthWalker, i think it has to do with ones personality and psychological aspects. E.g. in stressful situations there's a tendency that we fall back to old behaviour, like yelling or being angry. Maybe it's like we have learned them when we were kids and it's way easier to do them then to...
  3. imsorrynotsorry

    My journal, my friend

    Hey guys, very sorry for not coming back to you. I was so busy organizing the year. First off, i feel fine. I had some time, i told you about, where i MO'd more than once but now im fine again, no MO urge anymore. Maybe it was the 'pressure' of becoming a parent and all. I do feel sometimes...
  4. imsorrynotsorry

    My journal, my friend

    Hey guys, just a quick check in. The counter says 401 now and i feel a bit unprepared. 400+ is such a huge thing and when i look back 1 year ago it felt impossible to reach. But then, 400+ is nothing compared to the period in which i PMO'd daily, over years. It feels like i should get something...
  5. imsorrynotsorry

    My journal, my friend

    Hey guys, thanks for stepping by and leaving a comment. Happydude, your insights are welcome. It feels like this car is never going to end and i'm trapped in it. The numbness in this, to not being able to make something against it is hard to accept for me. I really enjoy solving problems and...
  6. imsorrynotsorry

    My journal, my friend

    Hello there, i hope this will help me going through this process this time. EDIT 03/2021: Up until today it's working. I'm over 300 days PMO free. I did a lot for that. - easy to achieve goals - cardio exercise on regular basis, 3 times a week - meditation/progressive muscle relaxation (guided)...
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