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    Life and Peace (Romans 8:6)

    Day 214 SUPER stressed with work lately, and MAN that does it for me! I've learned during my reboot that stress is probably my biggest trigger. I've not slipped up, but I laid in the bed having a lazy morning before work, and I realized if I'm ever going to relapse, it would be during those...
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    Life and Peace (Romans 8:6)

    Crazy how similar our curiosity! I think curiosity has always been part of the lure of P for me...even since I was first exposed as a young boy. I understand that may be part of it for most people, but I feel like my curiosity was out of a desire to know what's out there. I loved fetish types of...
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    Life and Peace (Romans 8:6)

    Day 200 It's crazy how you think you're free from this thing and then suddenly you're really tempted to relapse! A friend of mine recommended ASMR videos to help relax, so I did a search for them on Youtube and dang...most of them were innocent enough, but I found one of them to be very...
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    Life and Peace (Romans 8:6)

    179 days PMO free Random day to celebrate, but I'm in a situation I've not yet faced in reboot: I'm sick. I've got a terrible cold and generally staying in bed as much as I can. In the past, these times would include hours of PMO. I guess this was because I was alone, in bed and just felt I...
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    How Shall We Escape?

    Encouraging words here brother. It gives power to say out loud that we are men who don’t use porn! That’s been my experience at least. I appreciate that you have an attitude of being victorious even when tempted...it’s easy for me to be anxious when I’m tempted but expecting to win this fight is...
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    Life and Peace (Romans 8:6)

    Thx for relying and I’m glad to know you were encouraged. I’ve been so encouraged by others here as well! I’ve kept up with your journal as well. Congrats on 30+ days!
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    Life and Peace (Romans 8:6)

    152 days PMO free! I meant to journal at 150 days but I’ve been very busy. It’s getting to the point that I think less about this journal and I’m just kind of living life. But I’ve enjoyed counting days and find power in that. I love knowing that the last time I used p was December 11, 2020 and...
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    Life and Peace (Romans 8:6)

    Introduction: I'm a 40 year old husband and father who has struggled with porn addiction most of my life. I was sexually abused by an older male cousin on several occasions before the age of 13 and first exposed to pornography at the age of 10. Because of the abuse, I was curious about sexuality...
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