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Wrapping up Day 4!

Day 3 Kinda a tough day today, but not for porn reasons at all. Just some random social stuff at work that's been stressing me out. I'll get through it though!

How's it going, bro?

Doing great! I'm super proud of how I've done today. Haven't even entertained the idea of looking at porn, even though there have been a couple of times when the dopamine rush sounded pretty nice.... Instead, I've been pouring myself into preparing for a talk I have to give next week, which I...

Day 2 Another sick day today. On the one hand, that means plenty of chances to mess up. On the other hand though, it's a chance at redemption, a chance to prove to myself that I can trust myself. 🙂

Thanks @searching4good! Still sick, which means more time alone. No porn so far yet, so that's a win! Day 1

Day 0 Discouraging to have another setback so soon, when I was feeling so strong. Just goes to show how easy it is to slip in the early stages, when there is so much fighting against me on a neurological level. So what went wrong? I was home alone sick in the afternoon, which is obviously a...

Day 1 and feeling even stronger. Not invincible, just strong.

So, Day 0 but feeling strong.

Already messed up again today, which is a bit discouraging and I don't always know what to do with it. Because it can feel like I'm just gonna keep getting the same results if I don't change anything.... Buuut on the other hand I've gone down the rabbit hole before of endlessly tinkering with...

Continuing to feel a bit discouraged by my progress or lack thereof, had a bad morning for porn, but I'm currently feeing super motivated to jump back in after engaging with a bunch of porn recovery videos and resources. It's one of those moments where I wish there was some big thing I could do...

K, so I've been having more struggles with porn lately, and I'm not a fan. It's been creeping up more and more, and I've been feeling...helpless. Like, I'm trying to stop but I just can't seem to conquer it, sometimes like I can't even get ANY wins. And man, that's demoralizing and demotivating...

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Day 14 Two weeks! Not that big of a streak compared to the past, but it feels like more momentum than I've been able to muster in a while! Not seeing any particular problem zones today, except that I'm tired and there have been some tensions with my wife lately, which can sometimes be a...

Looks like today will involve some working alone, and probably some time home alone as well. Lots to do, so the plan is to jump in and chug away at stuff instead of letting myself get distracted by anything unhealthy for me. Will plan on posting here if there are any urges!

Day 13 Feels like maybe I'm finally starting to hit a bit of a stride again! Part of it is external, since i haven't had as many opportunities for temptation lately what with the vacation and as all, but I'm not sure how much that matters. Either way I'm getting distance between me and porn...

Day 12

Day 11 Gonna be a busy day with miscellaneous errands today... Nice to be back home.

So great to read your progress! It seems like you've really hit your stride.