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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 175 and 5.
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 173 and 3. ” Love is our built-in need. If there is no love, there is fear. And where there is fear, there is control. And where there is control, there is an inability to live in the here and now. Life can only be lived where one is safe. Security only comes from the experience of being...
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 172 and 2. Did some sport and little work. I was anxious and felt bad so that my hands were shaking. luckily it passed. that feeling wanted to tell something too, i have to experience those bad feelings too.
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 171 and 1. Here we go again..
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 170 without porn. I got 18 day without masturbation but unfortunately today relapsed with it. :( first workday after holiday( and last because of laid of) and i relapsed. Not happy about it but thankful about clear period before it.
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 168 and 17. Still on holiday. Thats good, its important load batteries because after holiday have to solve work things.
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Feel good!😊
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 167 and 16.
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 166 and 15. Recharge batteries.
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 164 and 13.
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 163 and 12. Good days, i take a little brake from being worried. Holiday mood with family.
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 161 and 10. Good day, in holiday mood. Couple times little worrying but also some ideas about work. Traveling.
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 160 and 9. One week paid holiday before laid off starts. Life is good, iam little worried and try to rest and have good time with family. Pmo not in focus, which is good.
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 159 and 8. Time goes fast. Super tired but hope it goes better direction when hopely get better sleep. Lot of hope about future, although work stuff still mystery what to do after little holiday.
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 157 and 6. Feeling sad and disappointed. feel like a failure. and I have failed in some work matters or at least underachieved. of course, the fact that I have performed the job with difficulty does not mean that I am a failure or an outcast as a person. things can be done again and better...
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 156 and 5. I am laid off from my job. must seek new opportunities. I hope I could find a suitable earning model for myself, a job / entrepreneurship etc. the combo. such that I wouldn't feel anxious when the working day starts and I could work happily. I don't know how much PMO has messed...
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 155 and 4. So hurry with kids hobbies etc on weekend that i hadnt time to think about reboot or pmo things.. which is good! I think that i am in better condition now than 155 days ago. Still work to do but also life to live so i try to consentrate to good things and longterm success even it...
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 153 and 2. I understood more about things I can influence and things I can't. And how to consentrate those you can influence. These are work stuff. But somehow other also. In reboot i can change what i do.
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 152 and 1. I slept bad and saw some workrelated dreams or nightmares. Still thats good that when something ends can some new starts. I hope that i will find work i like and which is good for my pmo sober life also.
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    Brother in this battle - My path to freedom

    Day 151 and 0. Again drop with mo. Day was hard. the game is going crazy. I will probably lose my job, or it will be reduced to a minimum because the company's finances are in such bad shape. it could be a spiral for the worse or the lifeline I've been missing. I signed up for a running event...
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