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    Looking for some advice

    I have been addicted to porn since my early teens. I am 45 years old and have come to realize about three or four years ago that porn is a problem.  In 2016 I seek counselling about the addiction and and came across this site and started my reboot. I believe my first reboot lasted about a month...
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    2nd time at it

    This is my second time at it now. I am on day 52 after I had relapsed after over 200 days. This time around it?s a little harder for some reason and I don?t know why.  I have urges all the time to go back to porn or even just masturbate. Everywhere I look it?s seems that there?s something that?s...
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    Safe to masturbate?

    I have recently relapsed after being clean for just over 200days. I have been clean now for 3 weeks.  I think I relapsed because I haven?t had any any intimacy for a long time.  I have been married for over 10 years with kids, I recently got caught for having an affair about 3 years ago and ever...
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    Having rough nights

    I recently relapsed and for the past few weeks I been waking up in the night with sweats
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    I thought I had a handle of this

    Well just when you think everything?s going well, and I have been PMO free for over 200 days, then bang I get stuck in a trap and start watching videos and guess what happens next, I end up jerking off and O.... what a waste of over 200 and some days. I feel like shit!!!  This PMO is a tough...
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    Day 199 and still struggling

    I'm a day 199, I haven't been on here in about a month due to the fact that my kids have been home with me through the summer along with my wife.  My wife and kids have recently went back to school/work just this week, last two weeks I find myself looking at women on the streets more and...
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    Almost at my 90 day mark, I need a bit of guidance

    So I am approaching in my 90 day hard reboot on Monday I believe.  I have been clean the whole time, I did not relapse, only thing I did do was open a fake Facebook account and did a little bit of flirting but no M,  that lasted about a week and then I come to realize what I'm doing is wrong and...
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    Day 31

    Today is day 31 of my reboot. I have had some brain fog but none lately. I have been waking up in mornings with a woodie, sometimes I'm surprised of how hard and big it really is lol. I am married and hoping to share that with her soon, when ever she is ready.  I have been very cautious of my...
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    Is this normal

    What is this white creamy stuff coming out of my penis whenever I am taking a piss, is this normal ?
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    In need of some support

    How do I find one on one support for the days that I am struggling.
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    Married while rebooting

      I am 43 years old, I am married for the past 11 years and have been struggling with porn for probably 35 years.  I haven't used porn in a few weeks, but now that I have been reading this website I have understood that by me going on YouTube and Facebook and kind of trying to see women is just...
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