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Day 1: Woke up early today and started watching motivational videos and just ate breakfast and getting ready to go out shoot hoops and then work later…. Feeling good so far…. It’s feels so good to be back on a reboot and living with a purpose… Onwards!!!!

Week 1 starts tomorrow!!!! Let’s get it done….. Very excited and anxious at the same time… We’re gonna get through it this time!!! Onwards!!!

Starting my reboot very soon and am excited about it…. Can’t wait til share my journey yet once again… It’s been a long road

So the devil tried to distract me from starting my reboot and shortly got into another addiction called findom…. I’m pretty sure most of us know what it is… It was embarrassing and I was slowly losing myself all over again until God intervened…Just this morning I didn’t k know how I was gonna...

Amazing your still going strong.. Keep going brother

I got a long way to go before that happens lol but i claim it in the name of Jesus 💯

Well it’s been over a year since I started my last reboot and went to 104 days.. It’s about that time and in reboot mode once again…. This time in putting the full armor of god on and time go get this done for good and get back to real life 💯… Thanks for the support and hopefully y’all will...

Congrats!!! An accomplishment indeed… Keep going!!!!

Day 1: Just took a shower and getting ready go to the gym and get back to playing basketball…. Stopped when I relapsed… Let’s get it done fellas!!

So these last couple of months was full of relapses and regret… I repented and now starting this reboot again starting tommorow… I apologize for the temporary departure.. Life has been crazy with attacks from people left and right… Here we go again!! Let’s do this 💪🏿💪🏿💪🏿

Day 2: Work work work lol

Week 1 starts tommorow!!! Let’s get it done this time

Also I noticed one of the reasons I relapsed was I was losing patience… I thought I would be close to recovery by 90 days or a little after but I was wrong.. I said it before but now I really realize it’s a marathon and not a race to a finish line… It could take me up to a year to recover and...

This is definitely different than any other relapse I ever had.. This one though is different than any other relapse I’ve ever had..Usually would be full of regret and beating myself up and would be going on a binge but this time I’m more clear minded.. Understood what went wrong and ready to...

This is not heartbreaking for me but for my Mom who was rooting for me this time.. I got to do better…

Welp just relapsed…. Unbelievable 104 days gone just like that… That’s the by far my longest streak… Plan to bounce back like so many of y’all did… Not giving up this fight!!!

Day 104:Welp had a another horny dream then woke up and went back to my old YouTube channel for a second then noticed the dopamine coming back and the pressure on my chest and went back immediately…. Had a weak moment and just trying to get myself back together…. I missed my what I used to do to...

Wow some great advice!! Definitely a different perspective to look at it… I’m gonna get through this.. A small thing to a giant.. Thanks for the uplifting advice!!

Day 101: So I’m in this driving class and of course it’s Zoom because of Covid and of course I get a female instructor and this is the closest thing to the internet and a female on screen for this entire reboot… I can sense minor triggers of my brain going back to pre reboot me and I don’t like...

Thanks man it’s stilll surreal but imma keep moving.. Can’t let my guard down because those 3 days were insanely difficult