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    So fed up of this addiction...

    Day 1 - 7th September 2023 I am journaling on a daily basis here to try and keep my head straight and stay off other sites. This has helped previously and I've previously documented this here. I am sick and tired of being controlled by this addiction. At the moment, my head is clear and I'm in...
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    We go again...

    Its been just over a year since I last posted on here (March 2022). In that time, I managed to achieve over 100 days but then relapsed at the end of April last year. Since then I've had periods where I have been fine and periods where I have relapsed time and time again. I'm currently in one...
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    Rock Bottom...

    Afternoon everyone... So, I'm back again and this time I feel like I'm at rock bottom. I've completed day 1 of what is going to be a very long and stressful journey but this time I have decided this is it - no more. I've posted sporadically on this site about my struggles with this addiction...
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    I loathe this addiction...

    So...I'm starting again...again. Just started day 3 after acting out on Friday night. 43 years old in the UK. Beautiful wife and two kids. Been using porn and webcam sites for years and have been trying to stop for nearly four years. I think the longest I have gone without using is a month/six...
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    Help Needed...

    It's been a couple of years since I posted here and during this time, I have continued to use porn (both movies and webcam sites) and I feel I need to write this down in order to address the issues. I am a father of two, holding down a professional job and have received counselling for this in...
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    Help...

    Morning everyone... Things are difficult at the moment. I have just acted out after one week with no use of porn. The thoughts are all consuming and I have been unable to focus on anything else. Music, work, going out (away from my laptop) has not helped. How do people cope when the darkness is...
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    Struggling...

    Hi Everyone, Its been over a year since I last posted on here and I'm sorry to say that I have relapsed. I am now 9 days since I last "acted out" whilst watching porn. Not really sure what I'm asking for on here but writing it down seems to quell some of the thoughts associated with acting out...
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    Relapse

    Morning all, I'm fearing I'm slipping into a relapse - cant think about anything else at the moment and really struggling to keep a handle on things. Can anyone advise of any free software to use to put blocks on websites? Would anyone in the UK be willing to be a sponsor? I don't have one...
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    My Story

    I'm new here and want to start sharing my experiences of porn addiction. When I am talking about porn, I have used webcam sites as well as your usual porn film sites. I have been having counselling since January 2017 but I am slipping and beginning to struggle a bit with managing it. I want to...
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