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  1. kadeshzelbriel

    Website down a lot lately?

    Is everyone else experiencing this? Any update as to what's going on?
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    Shadow Integration Method (versus willpower method)

    Hey all, Do you relapse again and again? As time goes on in your recovery, do you feel more powerless? Has relapse become an incredibly frustrating and shameful event? Following up on some conversations in the journals, I've recorded this talk explaining what I call the "shadow integration...
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    abstinence versus understanding

    hey people! as i'm reading through these forums, i've been thinking a lot about how the major focus on abstinence can be a little unhelpful, because it's usually not actually possible to overcome an addiction solely through willpower and discipline. i know for myself, it has made a huge...
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    Hell's cowboy - riding the bucking bronco into sexual freedom

    Okay, okay, okay. I'm here, y'all. Porn user since age 11, PMO mostly before bed ~4-5/week ages 13-25. Whenever life got tough, I sunk into a pornhole. Thanksgiving 2016 my sister blew my mind by playing beautiful piano and telling me discipline is possible. The next day I decided to pick up...
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