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Hello, I started a Journal in the ages 30-39 forum last year. It was mostly my usual over-thinking stuff. Some of it helped but I never consistently put anything into practice and I got lost in thoughts and ideas that I didn't fully understand. I'm trying to not repeat that pattern again...

Hello, I'm just posting here because I'm feeling quite low today. Lots of regret, lots of loneliness, very little hope. I can't believe I'm still in this position at 40 years old. Never been in a relationship. I'd like to be in relationship but at the same time, the idea gets me down - I...

Not sure why but this is on my mind a lot today. I feel like the chance for a meaningful life has passed me by. I’m almost 40. Never been in a relationship, bored of my job, no real transferable skills. Future feels really bleak. Like I’m just going to wait out my life and cope as best I...

Hello, I first posted on here over two years ago. I'm only just now truly restarting my recovery. I'm 39 now, never been in a relationship, made some terrible decisions about my finances - mostly not directly related to my acting out but rather because of the brain fog due to the addiction...

So I'm committed to starting my recovery again. I first attempted recovery about 10 years ago, when I was 29 years old but sadly it didn't stick. I had a very good year though. I was doing much better socially, I was looking after my health and I was largely free of porn use. But then the...

Hello everyone, I'm joined the forum because I wanted to start my recovery again.  I had a go 7 years ago and even had some therapy but I slipped back into denial.  I certainly have issues with depression and low self-esteem which go back to early childhood.  I developed an eating disorder and...