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    PIED and Married

    Day 18, Day 19...no screen stimulation or hard on's period. I'm not even gettin morning woods. I can't wait for at least that again. I know all about the nocturnal wood's too, either way it doesn't appear that i'm getting either. Last time I had them at 3 weeks of no screen stimulation. My...
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    PIED and Married

    Day 14, 15, 16, and today is day 17! No PMO I don't know how long i'll have the O because i am married, but i'll killed it with my wife's trust over these years of using P. And you all know P can be used as a door to do more and physically and mentally cheat on your spouse or girlfriend. I...
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    Do I have PIED?

    yep, that's what we both have. After doing P for decades it's not easy to quit but it's doable. I can easily say I am a addict. Let's get back to normal though, we have to quit P to do it! No screen stimulation at all, like IG or social media in general thirst trappin by wearing whatever or...
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    PIED and Married

    Day 11, 12, 13....no PMO Let's go...that's it! lol Opportunity will always be there, especially in this age of technology. We can see anything on our phones and our phones are always on us. Discipline is huge and if we master this, we will probably master life! We know better so let's do better!
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    PIED and Married

    lol I keep missing but i'm glad it's not because i'm binging! Day 8, Day 9, Day 10...today starts day 11 so i guess i can't count that one yet. But yea, no PMO! I work at home alone so i have plenty of opportunity. I give God the praise first and foremost. 1 time I had a thought like let's...
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    This has to stop. I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength

    no judgement here! We all been there, MULPTIPLE TIMES! Get back on that horse! Let's go!
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    This has to stop. I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength

    good to know the triggers! If my wife and I get into it, i know that's a huge trigger. We all just need more discipline. I have a vision board on my computer that states "No Discipline. No Success. Period." It's true. Also I have "Pray without ceasing. 1 Thessalonians 5:17". We have to remember...
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    PIED and Married

    Looks like i missed Day 5, 6, and today is Day 7...no P.M.O.! Today's marks the end of the first trimester! Which means that the chance of a miscarriage drops a lot, which makes me happy! What I told my accountability partners was that my unborn child doesn't deserve to have a father addicted...
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    PIED and Married

    Day 3 and 4 Got into a argument with my wife, which is usually a easy trigger, but i didn't even think about P. I think i recognized it as a usual option and then I was like screw that. I think the danger it making her my constant motivation is that when we do eventually get into a disagreement...
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    PIED and Married

    Day 2 Going well. I just got a upgrade to the Samsung Galaxy S21, yes i'm team android over apple! lol But yea it has a feature where I can have a picture on the phone screen when the screen is off. I put the ultrasound photo of the "fetus" there. In the coming weeks it'll be classified as a...
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    I need to up my game.

    we all are "1 step away from a relapse"!! lol That's EXACTLY how I feel 24/7. It's normal addict behavior or thought process I would think. We are TRUE ADDICTS. We can't knock that or let it slide as something less. We just have to take it 1 day at a time. We KNOW when we are about to break and...
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    This has to stop. I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength

    awesome! I'm right there with you my brother in Christ! Let's keep pushing!
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    9 YEARS PORN-FREE!

    wow, congrats!!!!!!! I hope to join you 1 day! Amazing! By that time you'll be 14 years porn-free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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    1,5Y no PMO and relapsed

    day 78 wow...keep goin! I see you down the line and it gives me a lot of hope. March on soldier!
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    1,5Y no PMO and relapsed

    thanks for that info
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    I need to up my game.

    dude, just went through your 24 pages....i felt like i was the one writing it! I can't speak for everyone but I have relapsed too many times to count. I stopped journaling in June but today is day 1 and I hope to continue. I agree, we can't listen to that voice in our heads saying we are strong...
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    PIED and Married

    Day 1 Starting back again. Wow, been gone a while. BIG NEWS...we're PREGNANT!! Today would mark 12 weeks since my wife has had her period and all I can do is give GOD the praise! First trimester technically isn't over until week 13 though. I'm going to start journaling again because I do...
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    PIED and Married

    No pregnancy, trying again like Sunday. Still no masturbation. Let's see what today will mark it. Day 29 no PM the O is from my wife, not from P or fantasies, or M so i'm good with that. My morning woods are coming very frequent. We'll see on Sunday how it goes. She apparently found my 2nd...
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    PIED and Married

    Welp, did it twice yesterday....can't be mad at that. Took a lot of prepping time...who knows. Just tryna get it done. By IT i mean had sex with my wife, successfully, during her ovulation period.
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    PIED and Married

    Day 3, another ovulation day. Another day of disappointment for me! STAY FOCUSED BRANDON!
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