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    MO is my biggest problem.

    I made it through yesterday. No problems really. It’s generally easy enough until about a week has gone by. day 1 done
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    MO is my biggest problem.

    Well. I made it through 3 more days. Managed to space this out. Annoyed at myself for that. For not making it a priority. Started struggling last night.. in the middle of the night. Then tonight I woke up basically out of a dead sleep and MOed. Just like uncontrollably gave in. It’s...
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    MO is my biggest problem.

    Thanks for the encouragement FiveFortyFour! Appreciate it. I’ve just been traveling for work the last few days and will be pretty busy for the next two weeks so that’ll be really nice, though I do notice the urge/temptations coming back late at night even when I wake up in the middle of the...
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    MO is my biggest problem.

    So I made it through day 1. It’s honestly a struggle even just the first day. There’s so many triggers. Anyhow. I’m part way through day 2. I’m gonna probably not post until the morning of the next day rather then the evening of the first day just because so often I find myself struggling the...
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    MO is my biggest problem.

    Hey all. It’s been a while since I’ve been on here. I’m back, because I’m struggling. I’ve managed to stay busy enough and stop watching content with nudity in it, mostly cause I’m just to busy this time of year. That’s helped with the Porn side of things, it’s been a few months since I’ve...
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    Reboot Journal

    Hey everyone. I’ve been here before. Started bout Feb. 2021. Made it several months easily, because I was quite distracted and broken hearted. That fizzled out and I slowly fell back into MO, and most recently now within the last Month back in to PMO. I don’t want to be addicted to it, I made it...
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    My Reboot Journal

    Well. I’ve been failing a lot. I wanted to make it a week without Masturbating before coming back to the forums. But I haven’t. I’m Porn free, but for how long. If this keeps escalating I’m sure I’ll give into looking at Porn at some point. I’m starting at day 0 today again. Just wanted to let...
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    My Reboot Journal

    Restarting again. MO counter anyway. I made the choice to give in. I was fully cognizant and aware completely of what I was doing and I made it an option again. I don’t want to be controlled by this. I don’t want it always seemingly dictating how I feel or don’t feel. I’m tired of the struggle...
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    My Reboot Journal

    Done with day 2. Had some urges. Didn’t give in thankfully. So annoying.
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    My Reboot Journal

    I made it through day 1. Struggles several times and almost gave in. Was able to distract myself each time. But it was close. I’m hoping I can make some headway and get out of the chaser effect time period. Today should be a long busy day so that’s good
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    My Reboot Journal

    Thanks I will definitely do that!
  12. R

    My Reboot Journal

    Fall. Get back up. Fall. Redetermine to get back up, fall again. Get back up again. I’m having a hard time getting the determination back up to stay clean. So far I’ve been just MOing to really feelings. But I’m completely sure that eventually it will lead to Porn usage again. I can feel myself...
  13. R

    My Reboot Journal

    Day 2 done. Having all kinds of urges, thoughts, and barely making it through without giving in. Scary.
  14. R

    My Reboot Journal

    Day 1 completed MO free.
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    My Reboot Journal

    Well. Restart on MO counter. I didn’t look at Porn. Wasn’t really tempted to, I don’t even remember what was going through my head when I MOed. I woke up out of a dead sleep and just started going at it. I don’t know how to prevent that.. gonna restart now. I don’t want to keep doing this. day 0.
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    My Reboot Journal

    Day 9 no MO. What a day, hurt my back yesterday, could barely walk much less think about PMO. I guess that’s positive. Recovering still today. Hopefully enough to work tomorrow.
  17. R

    Discovering my potential through rebooting

    I completely understand. It’s amazing to me the problems this causes. Don’t feel ashamed to let us know what’s going on. Cause we literally all have the same struggles. The unexplainable feeling you described about knowing Porn is horrible for you and then all of a sudden all caution is thrown...
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    My Reboot Journal

    Day 8 done no MO. Nothing really to report.
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    My Reboot Journal

    Second morning with a wet dream. They suck. More then that the images and fantasies that play back in my head leading up to them suck more. Made it through yesterday with no MO. Still Porn free so far too. Day 7 done
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    My Reboot Journal

    Day 6 no MO done. Although had wet dream this morning. I think right now the majority of my wet dreams are not as a result of Porn in my head, which is good. It’s more just of dreams of masturbating. Or even different then that. Hard to explain. Anyway. I hope today is a good day.
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