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Hi guys. Check out my 36 months post for more background information. I really don't know how long my PMO past will haunt me. I am really tired of it. I finally want to close this chapter for good. My PMO addiction was beaten a long time ago. But I still have the negative consequences (PAWS)...

I get up in the morning and I don't feel any emotions. I don't feel happy and I don't feel sad. I feel no motivation to do anything productive. I feel no drive and no energy to do anything productive. I don't feel any positive feelings or so-called vibrations in my body and in my brain. I get up...

Lately I'm mostly outside in the city, because the sun is shining again. I walk every day for about 1 hour. I watch people eating, drinking, walking, talking, chatting, laughing, etc. I look almost every person in the face. Sometimes I am at the train station at a special place where a lot of...

Age 26 PMO (porn, masturbation, orgasm) from age 13 - 22. Month 37 currently and I still have PAWS (post acute withdrawal symptoms). Other name for PAWS is "protracted withdrawal". PAWS lasts between 1 - 4 years. I had PAWS reductions at month 4, 6, 18 and 32. Current symptoms: Social...

Symptoms of dopamine deficiency (low dopamine levels) may include: You lack motivation, “the drive.” You’re tired. You can’t concentrate. You’re moody or anxious. You don’t feel pleasure from previously enjoyable experiences. You’re depressed; you feel hopeless. You have a low sex drive. You...

Hello all. I am 24 years old and have done PMO from age 13-22. I was extremely addicted and my sessions went on for hours at a time. I had several tabs open and developed several fetishes. Normal porn was no longer interesting for me. I have never used drugs or alcohol in my life. After several...

Hello all. I am 24 years old and have done PMO from age 13-22. I was extremely addicted and my sessions went on for hours at a time. I had several tabs open and developed several fetishes. Normal porn was no longer interesting for me. I have never used drugs or alcohol in my life. After several...