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The Prettiest Girl in Class She sat beside me today. Lovely in her womanhood. The prettiest girl in class. And when we had a small group assignment, us two were put together. She talked I talked, we both shared ideas on our projects. The prettiest girl in class. I was normal and calm and we...

I Would Rather get a D On My Research Paper Than Look at Porn Again Yesterday was stressful - very stressful. All the deadlines and everything else just added up to a high crescendo of stress last night. I needed a glass of wine just to relax my nerves, and I definitely ate more food than...

Do you remember that first crush you had, and all the energy she or he gave you? Do you remember how you would have done anything to be by her, walk by her, talk to her, and think of ways to entertain and charm her? Do you remember how your crush would give you inspiration to do anything? And...

How Black and White Thinking Will Kill Your Recovery I've been thinking a lot recently about by continuous struggle with black and white thinking in my life and thought I'd write something about it today. What is black and white thinking? To put it bluntly: black and white thinking is to only...

What Does a Porn Relapse do to our Brains? When we relapse, It's like porn bitch-slaps us and we fall to the ground. Then feeling low and depressed about our situation, we voluntarily grab a shovel and start to dig a hole under our own two feet to feel even lower and more depressed about...

Anyone can refrain from porn for 90 days, all it takes is resolve and a little action. But to accept life on its own terms for the rest of one's days, takes everything you have, with no strong reactions. It requires a new paradigm shift, a new way of thinking, because real life is no five hour...

I've been thinking a great deal about some comments I've read here at the forum about the shame of relapsing, and how it's almost better to not try so hard in your reboot than to feel that bitter taste of defeat. This question is pertinent to me as I once had a 530 something day streak 2 years...

So here I go again. I thought I'd post something here instead of doing this journey all by myself. I've been trying to quite porn off and on for years now, but have never been completely successful. Like most people here I had no idea the effects and harm porn was doing to my brain, although I...