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  1. grantis

    Harmonicas are weird, porn is a delicious treat.

    well fuck a duck I just went deep into my odl addiction. Areas of porn I havnt been to in ages. Its ok. I will move forward
  2. grantis

    Amor Fati (Recovery Journal)

    Congrats on 150 brotha. I use social media quite often and my feed is currently filled with the images of pretty women. Is there any way to customize my preferences so that content does not appear?
  3. grantis

    Harmonicas are weird, porn is a delicious treat.

    day 2 Today is a good day. Feeling sexually very alive, but able to orient my focus elsewhere other than P. Finding out that harmonicas are a lot harder to play then they look. Question: does anyone else's brains feel weird after going several days without watching porn?
  4. grantis

    Harmonicas are weird, porn is a delicious treat.

    Whats up yall. Day 1 after a relapse (M 24, hungry for chick-fl-a and ) Brief intro: I don't play any music, and I mean NONE. I'm the guy at the cookout whos shaking a plastic egg full of rice totally out of rhythm while holding a bottle of Vodka, oblivious to my shirt as it goes up in flame...
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    Exciting days!!

    Congrats on 72 days!
  6. grantis

    A Desperate Escape

    YES DUDE!! Stoked to see you here posting after a relapse. Takes initiative. I relapsed myself last night worse than I have in MANY months. It wrecked me. Thats why im here. To engage with a community hellbent on growth. Have patience with yourself brother. This is a terrible addiction...
  7. grantis

    Cam Girl Addiction: From Financially Savvy to Buried in Debt

    you got this! Know you are loved by everyone on this form!
  8. grantis

    $5 Dollars. Pay up.

    well, i relapsed again...it SUUUUUCKED!!!!! I got a computer while my other one is in the shop and i messed up big time. All my usual protections were gone and i just felt i HAD too. gosh dangit. I feel good tho. I feel that i can make the improvements I need and succeed. I will succeed...
  9. grantis

    Straight guys hooked on gay porn

    Totally agree. Hopefully i can provide a little piece of mind on the other side of the isle. I'm bisexual and have not really considered gay/bi porn an indicator of my bisexuality. Even though i have watched plenty of gay/bi porn and enjoyed it, that was not the thing that brought my bisexuality...
  10. grantis

    Compulsive Masturbation

    Its a strange practice I've done, but every time i touch my wang, I start yelling like a madman until i stop wanking. I have roommates so it freaks them out a bit, but it helps me to be very verbal about not jerking off.
  11. grantis

    Software to track partners web activity

    Yes there is! CovenantEyes is the program I use. Its a subscription based platform and its pretty good. It allows your partner to see all your activity online and shares a report of what you watched, while blurring out the screenshots themselves. It also blocks explicit websites and other...
  12. grantis

    $5 Dollars. Pay up.

    Day 5. Had a massive rigger show up yesterday. Was very close to succumbing to my base instincts and jerking off. Made i through by coming home and reading this blog. Its difficult to admit weakness, difficult to admit that my desires have gone rampant, and difficult to see my fetishes gone wild.
  13. grantis

    $5 Dollars. Pay up.

    Day 3. 3 days in, and it feels like an eternity. Already gotten close to relapsing twice. Ive struggled at keeping myself in check, and the best way to do that is to come back here for reassurance in the fact that i can break free. Due to my massive overuse of PMO, i find myself continually...
  14. grantis

    $5 Dollars. Pay up.

    Thank you! looking forward to the journey.
  15. grantis

    $5 Dollars. Pay up.

    Hey Guys! Thank you for creating a community like this! super appreciative that this exists. I failed to quit on my own. No real a surprise there tbh. Quitting is absolute hell and cannot be done alone. I've used several therapists, tried previous forms, but I've never felt the absolute...
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