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    Change I need to make.

    Hi All This is I think my 2nd attempt. I am addicted to PORN (various) and without going into details on how it started (I did write about it in my old post), the last year has been sometimes good, sometimes not so much. Masturbation and by proxy, porn, has been my almost every day routine...
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    I stopped and looked back, first step to retribution? (I am nudist/naturist)

    Another thought. Since I have found this forum, all the YT channels and I learn more and more, one thing concerns me. Why there is no similar site in my native language (Polish), and maybe I did not find it yet, maybe I enter wrong keywords in Google, maybe no one else has came up with this...
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    I stopped and looked back, first step to retribution? (I am nudist/naturist)

    Hi 10th day I have mixed feelings. About how it affects me. Does it make it me numb? I mean I am trying to resist, to keep myself unresponsive to the internet stimulation. I do work in IT and I am opening different sites, some with ads, here and there a link from someone, funny picture, on 9gag...
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    I stopped and looked back, first step to retribution? (I am nudist/naturist)

    Hi All This morning (yes, morning, I am CEE located) while I was sipping my coffee I started to think. I am an active nudist/naturist (I updated the thread title to reflect that as this may be relevant to my recovery) and I started to wonder if there are any nudists here? How has you recovery...
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    I stopped and looked back, first step to retribution? (I am nudist/naturist)

    Day 7 Yesterday I was sitting alone in my room. My wife was at the stables, I didn't feel so lonely. I did some cleaning, few house chores and get on my stationary bicycle. I am trying on and off to get my fitness back (I have sitting job) and as usually it is "hard" to ride for more than few...
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    I stopped and looked back, first step to retribution? (I am nudist/naturist)

    5th day without porn and masturbation is almost over. I am feeling more anxious, I literally don't know that to do with my hands, I feel them shaking. At this point I don't know if the anxiety is strictly connected to masturbation or lack of porn that would have lead to the masturbation. I have...
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    A way back to the light

    That is a great role model. I am also listetning to him on YT and I was about to recommend him to you and then I scrolled down to see you already have found him. I am adding myself to the collective that is having fingers crossed and is cheering for you. I am also on my day 4, though my...
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    I stopped and looked back, first step to retribution? (I am nudist/naturist)

    Thanks for affirmation, it means a lot to me. I'll be posting.
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    I stopped and looked back, first step to retribution? (I am nudist/naturist)

    It's still relatively new to me, I mean the knowledge, terminology, the planning. I didn't give myself a goal like I see here people do, not a streak to achieve (maybe I did read that wrong). My "plan" is to be free of p. I talked with my wife and in general I decided to stop doing 2...
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    I stopped and looked back, first step to retribution? (I am nudist/naturist)

    Hi All I am 35 and for most of my life I used porn, regular, hentai, comix, different genres. It came to the point I needed more stimulation and I started to browse more extreme sites containing bestiality. However I was picky, I mean I didn't like/watch things that were clear abuse, thank god...
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